ive always believed that
EVERYTHING (IN LIFE) HAPPENS FOR A REASON
be it good or bad, it all came/comes from allah.
Same thing goes to what im going thru rite now.
CERVICAL LYMPHADENITIS.
yes, im down with it, shall not elaborate that much. just so you know, ive got a few small lumps on my neck. sometimes it hurts, sometimes it feels soo numb sampai rase mcm takde leher. well, its not funny i tell you, i might seem ok physically, but deep down, im not that ok. whatever it is, im trying my best to stay strong. like ive said, everything happens for a reason, n allah's testing me right now. i noe, im still a strong lady n im damn excited cz TOMORROW's my BIRTHDAYYY! THANK ALLAH, MY BIRTHDAY'S AROUND THE CORNER WHEN I HAVE TO GO THRU ALL THIS. at least distracted sikit lahhhh althou mcm sedih gitu, da nak bday tapi maseh belum baek2 lagik. (((:
ive been going thru n fro for reviews with doctor mabel. n sampai last saturday, 19th june, she told me that shes unable to help me. so i had to go for a Blood test since anitibiotic's not helping. results were out on the 22nd, n ive gotta go for a checkup with the ENT Specialist @ SGH on the 30th. so... im waiting impatiently for the 30th, hopefully, i wont need to go for surgeries n things like that lah. *cross fingers*
so aniwayss,
NamiDam turned a Year younger last saturday
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19th June 2009 n still standing strong.. syukur alhamdullilah.
I shall not membebel panjang2 lah k.
You should know that i sayang u soo much.
n thank u so much for guiding me thru life for the past 1 year plus plus..
remmber k love, be strong for the future, well, our future that is ❤
siang siang lagik we dah plan nk celebrate our 1st on my birthday sekali. satu kali gus lah katekan. n n n, saddam's bringing me somewhere later in the afternoon, tmrw n as for monday, ill be dinning with mama, ayah, khalish n zharfan at Seoul Garden. weeeeeeeeee ~~~ excitedddnyeee... n n n, im really really excited sebab mcm da lame tak klua jalan2 eversince im not well. cume baru dua hari ni je pegi lot1. n n n, SADDAM'S SO BAD COZ HE'S NOT TELLING ME WHERE HE'S BRINGING ME TO FOR BOTH TODAY & SUNDAY. but but, im aware that we're catching KARATE KID on my birthday itself..
skejap aje kan, kejam kelip kejam kelip, dah 1 year.
hehehe, syukur alhamdullilah, im turning 19 in a few hours time.
if u can still remmber, its 1.52am.
n for the past few years, ive got friendss who wished me @ 1.52am on the dot.
i got to thank allah n my parents for bringing me up to who i am today.
last year, my birthday wish was
" to graduate from MDIS without having to repeat any papers"
and thank allah, my wish came true.
as for this year,
" hope that ill get well soon as soon as possible"
coz everythings nearly perfect right now (((:
btw, smlm da gaji!! n i didnt expect my pay to be this much. cz da brape hari MC kan so, shopping lah sikit2. haha, no worries, nami tak boros. bought the necessary stuffs. and my brother, bought me a dress from cotton on! (advance bday present) he told me to choose one and he payed for me, so sweet kan?? its really cantik, n im gonna wear it later, weeeee~ (((: zharfan dah kaye lah katekan, orang baru sunat, mesti duit banyak kan kan kann. hehehehe. ((((: hmmmm, kla, its 3.22am right now gotta tido. klau tak, besok tak bangon nnti.. hehehe nites nami, nites semue...
1 MORE DAY TO MY 19th!! DA TUA DAH NAMI...
n nampaknye this year celebrate 3 days turut2 again mcm last year lah kan?
BESTNYEEEEE!
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U, LOVE.
