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I'm trying to handle all this unpredictability, in all probability.
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'he lost his soul, to a woman so heartless'
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ive been repeating kris allen's version of heartless over n over again n idk why.
seriously, im not ok.
someone, please save me? romeo just wher r u?? juliet needs help here pretty please.. im feeling v v down, not knowing what to do next. i only ate once, just a small portion, no mood to eat seh. i had a terrible headache the whole day yesterday but after some discussion with a certain someone, i think both of us dah half-prepared. kan kan kan? half jeee. 4th june'09 kays?
n lucky me, ive got great friends around.
thx yasmin, n thx faiz. for being there yesterday. thx for those advices, suggestions semue. appreciate banyak2. *hugggsss*
n special thx to yasmin for the longgg sweet msg yesternight. im sooo touched. thx for caring sayang.. muahh2. see u on monday. lagik bape hari jeee... rindu.... rindu... serindu.. rindunyaaaaa.................
i seriously miss going to skl man! i miss my sayangs: yasmin, seri & adillah. n i miss my whole bunch of darlings. i miss my hot dudes n i miss sitting in the cold cold classroom with seri sayang, crapping wen lessons gets too boring. i miss everyone. n please, MAKE OUR CLASS CHALET HAPPEN! i really2 mauu pergi. 13th-15th july. cepat cepat..
whatelse,
im looking forward to next week. back to skl! yippee. i think ive been travelling thru n fro, alone without COMPLAINING!!! so thats a good thing lah. i hate travelling alone. lagi2, mp3 down, earpiece down. semue down. BORING. but travelling alone is not as bad as i thought lah, apart from being squeezed n all n those mats mats gatal. hahah.
another thing which is gonna happen next week. im looking forward to it too! i cant tell u wat it is coz its meant to be a *secretttt* n hopefully, it'll turn out great, hopefully. i have to get something simple to put on, on this very day. n mum, camera please. nak borrow kays?
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june's coming pretty soon. n i cant wait to turn 18! :DDDDDD
apart from all these joys n stuffs. im still not okay. im terribly sorry. really really sorry. i didnt mean to. but i have to. i dont why, n how things could turn out this way. its unexpected, seriously. forgive me, dear friend.
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its been a while since i own these feelings.
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k bye
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love, nami.
U, LOVE.
