❤ u Sam

looking forward to Tuesday, May 19, 2009 7:09 AM

in the night, i hear him talking, the coldest story, ive been told.

holidays are like so B-O-R-I-N-G can?

i seriously miss school. i miss my sayangs, my darlings, my eyecandiesssss haha. k joking. next term :
: Fundamentals of Marketing
: Principles of Business Management (I)

omg, will i ever get these things in my head. haha. insya-allah. school resumes in a few days time which is on the 25th may - 19th june.
then ill have 2 weeks of study break! n jeng jeng jeng...... EXAMS again!
6th & 10th july.

my class might be organising our very first CHALET! on the 13th-15th july. hopefully, hopefully its gonna happen lah yeee. DTHD10915A, please make this chalet happen! hahaha. semangatsss.

okay whatelse?

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Finally, i da watch JANGAN TEGUR!

seriously, this show is like wayyyyy much better then JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG. that show bloody merepek seh. JANGAN TEGUR at least ade story line that makes sense!! :D thats the good thing. n let me tell you, there wasnt many ppl in the cinema. n yes! dapat dudok centre! haha. okay not really centre, since theres 4 of us. tapi considered centre uh.

so movie was with favourite boys. sitting arrangement was like this : adi, saddam, me n den. haha. i was like covering my eyes n ears nearly every scene seh. very menyeramkan. si sam tu kan, tak abes2 u noe, 'ahh cnferm pat bawah katil' ' aahh tutop mate mesti nnti hantu dia pat depan muke orang tu' kuang asam kan? haha. tapi at least he kasi prepares me to take action lah. thx sam! hahahahha.

im rotting at home man, someone come entertain me pleaseeeeeee..its just 7 pluss in the morning! oh, AMERICAN IDOL dah nak abes eh. i very kental seh. haha. i was browsing thru YOUTUBE n i saw this. KRIS ALLEN version of HEARTLESS

*meltsssssss*
omg, his voice SO SCUTE! ahaha.

here comes the emo part.

its been sooo long since i emo2 kan? sometimes, keeping things to yourself aint good, agreee? hah. holidays do drive me crazy. n wen boredem strikes, silly things will be running thru my brain. some things are expected. some are well, just .................... idk. hah.

what do u expect? im kinda fickle-minded n for the past few years, ive been making the wrong choice in NEARLY everything i did. damn it. its useless to dwell abt the past coz its not as if u can turn back time right? regrets? obviously. i think ive wasted my youth at regent. oh boy, wat telah happen namirah? haha. secondary skl was fun, except for the heartbreaking moments.

u noe what, im afraid to fall in love again.

can u believe that? im afraid, ill fall for the wrong guy. as in, not the one that ive always wanted n end up, things dont work out between us, n then me leaving him or vice versa. cumon, im nearly 18 n i wont want to own any EX-BFSSS seh. 11 is enough. its a big number n not something to be proud of. true.... :( i did told someone that this previous r'ship is a lesson learnt : not to rush love. things might get out of hand u see. n i did told another someone : let this next bf be my last. :)

im graduating by feb, then im starting on my career. i guess by then, no more fooling around? haha. im sick of break-ups, heartaches n all. please, no more bullshits from guys. NO WAY. i dont entertain these kinds of things any longer. klau zaman2 secondary tu semue maseh immature, maseh kental, maseh penakot semue kan. tapi skrang dah nak step into career life man. im no longer the namirah yg kental okay? mum always told me, not to rush things, find the very right one, know his heart first, n then take a step further.....

thats y im still single. hah. mum knows the best. betol tak?

u noe wat? i think i _____ someone. name dia, *inserts name here* seriously, ive been thinking bout this for the past few days. how the hell can i _____ for ______ instead of ______? omg. im in trouble.very very deep trouble. howwwwwwwwwwwwww? does this fact, makes me a woman that is soo heartless?

i think *inserts name here* is soooo blooody Scute!!!

okay bye!