how forgetful can i be nowadays?
hah, its 7am in the morn, n here i am. semangat.. nak blaja nye pasal. bangon early. haha. well tmrw's my last paper seh. ALL OUT kan yasmin? hee. i love communication skills compared to Principles of Accountings n Finance. haha. i dont really fancy those subjects where u have to deal with numbersss. euwww. haha. but but but, ive got a total of 3 ESSAYS to be done tmrw! how? mati lor. one essay must be at least one an a half pageee! lagik mati.. :(
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n n n, after tmrw, ill be having a week break, n off to TERM 2. fast right? i noe. hah. i miss lectures. idk y. but i seriously miss those hours stucked in our AIR-CONDITIONED classroom. wherby i need my cardigan/jacket every single day n i can talk abt crazy stuffs with my sayang (seri n yas) wen lectures gets way too boringg.. i seriously hope my classmates will remain as they are til graduation, which is 5th feb 2010. i love them soo much n they are simply the best.
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aniways, may is coming to an end soon. okay, in 2 weeks time that is. which means J-U-N-E's approaching pretty sooooon. June will always be the gerek month among the rest for the past few years. n starting from day 1, ill start counting down till 27th like a little kid. haha. kemarok kan. haha. guess i wont b counting down this year. not anymore lah since i will be in skl everyday till 19th june, cnferm got no time one lah. im big enuff mah, 18 siol. haha. da dah. dont ckp banyak eh nami, 18 is just a freaking number. not more than anythingelse. so wats the big deal of turning 18 right or being 18? the only thing im looking forward is to be able to catch m18 moviessss. haha. lame.
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little wayne was telling me that its still too young for me to start working next year? haha. true, but if this is how life's gonna be, ill have to except it with open hands. maybe allah have better plans for me. right? i failed twice, i failed everything, be it r'ships, studies, watever, just name it. but that doesnt stop me from living. regretss? obviously, but sampai wen nak regret? btol tak? i told little wayne that theres only 2 purpose for my career next year, 1. support my family. 2. start saving for my future needs.
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i have to bid farewell to S.I.A thou its my cite2 since i was 3.
the pays pretty high. but i dont think i can sacrifise 4 YEARS of my youth travelling, leaving my loved ones behind. sign bond ngn s.i.a for 4 yrs? haish, ill be 23 by the time. lagi2 im the very emotional kind kan. tak boleh lah.its such a waste ah, the course im taking ni, cnferm plus chop can get one. sumore my uncle is a flight-steward n ,y height dah pass dah. so yalah.
IM LETTING THIS GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY SLIP AWAY FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY n FRIENDS, so scute!
bye. i wont get to wear those :(
haha, kk, i lets skip this lah k. im getting sleepy seh. mati, how to study?
MY FAVOURITE BOYSi seriously dunno cmne i boleh rapat with them seh. seriously. they're like, ok, maybe not they ah, one guy in particular, was like my worst enemy seh during lower sec days, i like seblah mate tak boleh pandang him due to some reasons lah. n the rest of his clans pun terbabit due to the _______ thing. haha. skali now, different thing pulak. i got to noe the whole clan lagik including their ite mates. so things do change eh. change for the better that is. compared to last season, hah, klau boleh tak nak ingat pon.
apart from my sayangs(seri n yas) n my other classmates. i think these boys above are one of my closesttt friends now. futhermore they're staying at cck seh, so near, anytime can chill together2. compared to my mdis mates, ade pat east, ade pat cntral, jauhhhhh.
i noe i noe. mcm tak manis like that rite, im e only girl? haha, so long as i dont do silly things with them n the only motive is to just chill n have fun, then takya worry? i seriously think that they are a bunch of very very gerek people! serious2. dorang dah jadi part of my favourite boys tau. every outings with them is something to look forward too.
afiq, yan, syafiq, firman, helmi, syah memang dari secondary skl da my favourite boys. tapi semenjak2 skrang ni, kite dah jarang jumpe but they'll forever be my fav boys lah. so im done. cant wait to meet the 5 of them tmrw after exams! n i think afiq n syafiq is joining us too. try to make it alrite?
oK favourite boys, ill see u guys tmrw for JANGAN TEGOR!
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ive been keeping this from my mum.
MAMA, ADE THIS GUY IN MY SKL, HE'S NOT SINGAPOREAN N HE FANCY'S YOUR DAUGHTER.
cnferm my mum terpranjat berok nye,
mum selalu ckp, the best age to own a BF is 21. haha. tapi daughter dia berdegil jugak kan? dah miang nak mampos. so yalah. tapi seriously lah, i wanna remain mcm gini sampai tak tau bile. my mum dah tak slalu kol2 lagik wen im outside, since she noes im with my FRIENDS not BF kan. hahah.
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sorry to say this, but i very serik already. serik to own a bf. i think i wanna focus on my studies, n then career first. now is the time to ENJOY. tol tak? oh ckp sal career. dah plan dah, after graduating, i wanna have a longgg rest from feb-june. but during my resting period kan, nak jadi private tutor boleh? at least earn some cash lah. aha. private tuition teacher lah, for primary skl. since ive been tuitioning my cousins for the pass few years n they get good grades, all thanks to me, chey action uh nami. haha. y not apply skali kan, okaylah, maybe for 4 months je, keje relax.
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then after my 19TH birthday baru i go find job. hopefully, my cite2 tercapai lah eh. study first eh nami, jgn cakap banyakkk.
i see this picture, i very very sedih.
coz my hair looks so damn long lah. n y the hell doesnt it looks nice pat luar, i mean wen i klua but kenape mesti nak lawa2 biler pat rumah. kurang ajar btol kan ni rambot. swine btol. kla. nak blaja.
ALL THE BEST DTHD10915A FOR COMMS SKILLS TMRW!!
BESOK TAK SABAR, MOVIE WITH FAVOURITE BOYYYS! ❤
U, LOVE.
