Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't,I give myself reasons why I can.
You are the person who has to decide. Whether you'll do it or toss it aside; you are the person who makes up your mind. Whether you'll lead or will linger behind. Whether you'll try for the goal that's afar. Or just be contented to stay where you are
well, this is my LIFE. i take control of it. c that phrase up there.
"IM THE MASTER OF MY FATE. N THE CAPTAIN OF MY OWN SOUL"
haha, dont just look at it, understand it at the same time.
seriously speaking, i dont like to rush things, n once ive made my decision, dats it. i have difficulties in deciding wen i was younger. N END UP, MAKING THE WRONGG CHOICE n TAKING E WRONG STEP. but then again, time passed n things change. its true bout those stupid promises n watever, but think again, wat made me change? n y m i behaving this way, right now, at this very moment..
i dont ignore/hate someone/anyone for no reasons. i have reasonss for every step i take. so please, take note.
i dont like to musuh2 or benci or dendam with people. coz im like dat luh. hha, gd girl. in my life kan, i tkde satu enemy pun. really. everyone loves me. haha, kate namirah.
''sape tak kenal namirah kan kan kan. " a phrase given by a friend.
n my gosh, smlm, saye blog punyelah panjang lebar. hehehe. mcm mak cik2 uh bobal. kan kan kan. sorry uh. i bace balek i oso pening.
niwayysss.
ITS REALLY GOOD TO KEEP DIARIES.
simpan kenangan2 manis/pahit semue dalam satu buku kan.
haha, n u noe wat? ive still got my primary skl diaries, secondary skl pun ade. esp lower sec ah banyak. then, klau bace balik, boleh kekek siol. dengan handwritting skejap2 lawa, skejap2 macam cakar ayam. aiyooo. those KENTAL days. kes mcm, tengah MIANG2 kan.
kenape ngn name saye. NAMIRAH = MIA = MIANG.
haha.. funny, smlm, i talked to someone on the phone. okay, i did talked with 2 person, klau include my mum 3 uh. haha. but den, again, i think my guy friends enjoy talking to me, pasal kan, aku kan laen dari yg laen kan. ahaha. k prasan..
okay.
tapi serious uh, i dont really like guys yg nak exchange2 number wen kite BARU KENAL. like mcm pat msn, i dont even noe sape laki ni, n he can keep bugging me for my number. omg, not only one u noe, dat day got 4 person in a row. n till today, they belom give up lagik.
sometimes, ni bukan sombong or whatever uh, i dont give my number to ppl i dont now, or people yg i baru je knal. sriously, sumore im using prepaid kan. i hv to budget2 uh. paham2 eh.. hehe.
as i was saying. i read to a friend my DIARY SEC 1. haha sec 1? masya-allah. kental nak mampos. really. my friend ketawekan sehh. amazed by my love -story time time kental dulu kan kan kan?
ill tell u the full story nnti2 eh.
niways, tmrws DAD'S BDAY u noe. n im still planning wat to get for him. n i guess last minute planning is the best. coz slalu nyerr plan2 cepat2 pn, nnti tak jadik, hampee. hahaha so yea.
guess im a change person now.
trust me, i am.
trying to be v v positive, n living life to the fullest.
fuuhh, ckp mcm paham lydat uh.
but serious2. im not jk.
doesnt mean my love-life, upside down, i oso upside down uh.
haha, very amazed by the number of guys who wants to noe me better after my break-up. ni bkn kerek ah, cume amazed je.
aniway,thx, appreciate it soo much.
my uncless pernah ckp with me last time. ni my dad nye 1st abg n 2nd abg.
PAK LONG : MIRAH, U DAH BREAK-UP NGN YR BF EH? ALAH, DONT WORRY AH, KLAU ORANG MACAM U, SATU PERGI, U PETIK JARI JE 10 DATANG. well, maybe more than that.
MIRAH : *SMILES WIDELY*
haha.
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but, sorry guys, i wanna njoy my singlehood for this moment uh.
dah lame tau tak single. mcm rindu gitu.
my friends pun kate, njoy our singlehood dulu.
hahahahahaha. k diam.
well well well, nas dah bes his final EMD paper. now he's a FREE man.
congrates, n all the best for yr results okay okay okay?
n i really2 hope ull make it to POLY.
INSYA-ALLAH.
haha, talking bout poly,
skl's starting pretty soon for me.
counting down : 26 more days.
damn, nervous, nervous, nervous.
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takot uh, really. skls starting but many2 plans ahead man! haha.
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breakfast with BABYGIRL soon,
OUTING with another fav babygril who's happily attached with the love of her life,
well im happy for u fatin!
DINNER again with fav mates!
shopping shopping shopping!
COUSINS birthday celebration nxt week!
hmmm, watelse?
jogging n swimming with cousin.
lagi lagi lagi?
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wah this time saye btol2 shake leg pat uma seh.
ok, as in i dont have to work hard BUT i earn much!
LUCK. ok not luck
REZEKI. yes.
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oh, nenek, sblah my dad came tadi.
she gave me ang pao.
lucky ehh ku.
well rezeki.
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told ya i dun have to work hard to earn much!
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ok. gtg. nak siap.
nak kua jap..
NAK JUMPE NASSS-O
haha, nas lah. dah lamerr tk jumpe dia kn.
WELL, BUANG YANG KERUH AMBIL YANG JERNIH.
told ya im niceee...
tata titi tutu.
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n one of my friends said
'NAM, ENJOY YR SINGLEHOOD N MAKE AS MUCH FRIENDS AS U WANT SINCE UVE BEEN ATTACHED ALL THIS WHILE'
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ni bukan hasutan, but its just reality.
all my firends wanna c me lead a wonderful life.
cz they knew how much i suffered during my sec skl days.
ill story later on ehh.
n u noe what, ppl are making friends with me
even b4 i make friends with them.
haha. lucky kan aku.
terime kasih.
U, LOVE.
