" Life is like riding a bike.
It is impossible to maintain your balance while standing still."
what can i say,
my day was kinda awesome yesterday.
well, everdays awesome n full of suprises actually.
thx to those wonderfull people around me.
*hugggsss*
well, im gonna be sleeping over at mum's place tonight.
okay, not tonight, soon.
so people. miss me :D
i might not be updating till SUNDAY.
thats if mum's neighbour tak provide me with free excess of internet uh.
but actually, they did yesterday, nearly the whole time yesterday,
wen i came uh.
what can i say, LUCKS ALWAYS ON MY SIDE.
huhu.
happy sayer.
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THE REASON Y IM HERE, 7AM IN THE MORNING, IS TO POST UP THOSE OVERDUED PICTURES OF, DINNER WITH MATES, CAUSEWAY WITH NAS-O N BABY-BRO. N I LEFT A NOTE FOR DEAREST BABYGIRL. NUR FATIN HAZIQAHH.
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BUT B4 THAT.
well, todays the 12TH.
so it marks the 1st month since atok left us.

atok, mia tau yang arwah tok tau kita semua rindukan atok.
esp nenek, kesian dia tok, mia tengok nenek.
dia selalu sebot2 nama atok.
mama pun, tiap2 waktu mia tengok lpas solat,
mama selalu nanges bile dia doakan untok atok.
ya allah, ampunilah segala-gala dosa arwah othman bin hitam.
AL-FATIHAH.
mia rindu atok.
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SO FINALLY. HERE ARE THE PICTURES,
DINNER WITH FAV MATES AT CCK PARK:
fiqah, fiqah, fiqah.
both sachok, yan and fiq.


all sachoks bfs of mine below!
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yan was redish2.due to the sun.
hot uh yan. hahahaha.
HERE'S THE BALANCE2 GAMBA YANG HARI TU:
somehow, we've got the same pose.N WE LOOK ABIT LIKE ADEK-BERADIK
kan kan kan?
weird.
NAS, ENJOY YR CHALET.
I NOE U WANT ME TO JOIN U.
BUT I SERIOUSLY CANT, SORRY.
URE MAKING ME JEALOUSSS!!!!!!!
FRIENDS, LETS PLAN OUR V OWN CHALET A.S.A.P!
N N N
MY PRECIOUS BABY-BRO RAYYAN!!!
HANDSOME!i like!
n picture below,
TENGOK, BARU MASOK 7 MONTHS,
ADE HATI NAK BEDIRI SENDIRI.

dia punye process of growingPUNYELAH CEPATTTTTTTTTTTT
TENGOK2.
SAYE KAN, SAMPAI JAKON GITU TENGOK BABY, KECIK GINI TAPI SEMANGAT PUNYER LAH KUAT SAMPAI BOLEH DUDOK N NAK BERDIRI LAGIK.
ISH ISH ISH.
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mum said something yesterday. which makes me kinda sedih lah.
u noe rite,my mum's already 40, going 41 this yr, shes worried, klau klau dia tak sempat nak tengok khalish besar. im 17 years older than khalish u noe. haha. kakak tiri. tapi i treat dia mcm my own flesh n blood.
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dia takot lah, klau tkde orang nak jage khalish nnti klau dia ngn my ayah dah pegi.
n u noe what i said,
MIRAH : " DONT WORRY MA, ILL TAKE KHALISH WITH ME. HE'LL STAY WITH ME, EVEN KLAU MIRAH DAH KAWIN OR WHAT. MIA SKOLAH KAN DIA, KASI DIA MAKAN, JAGA DIA BTOL2 SEMUE, DONT WORRY. ILL TAKE GD CARE OF KHALISH IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO U AND AYAH. N PLEASE STOP SAYING THAT ULL GO SOON OR WHATEVER OKAY, MA."
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MUM: *mate dah berlinang* (nak nanges uh)
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i noe, im v v sweet. haha. dats y banyak orang syg saye. *buat muke tembok*
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tapi memang btol pe. haha, smlm, 2 of my friends called. klau include nas, 3 uh. haha. thx for the call all. haha, n bile i talk bout thos secondary skl days, ill laugh my ass out sampai cannot sleep seh. what lah nami.
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u noe i miss miss miss my secondary skl days. n u noe what, one of my sec 1 crushh(time kite 2 zaman2 kental,2004), tengah contact2 with me, DONT WORRY, KITE FRIEND2 KAN KAN KAN. hahahaha. v v funny bile bbual pasal those secondary skl daysss. i wanna go back to REGENT uh.
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OKAY. SO HERE'S FOR MY BABYGIRL
DEAREST FATIN❤
now let me remind u, just ignore whatever shits thats happening around u, n just njoy yr love-love dear nur fatin haziqah. u shud noe, this is life afterall, no matter how far u go, yr enemies will still be there, trying their v v best to bring u down. but then again, ure not alone. haha. so babygirl, buat bodoh dengan all those bende2 tak perlu, n enjoy enjoy enjoy with yr dear bf.
ni orang2 semuenye dengki u noe. tk boleh tengok kite senang atau bahagia skit.
u noe, im really2 happy for u. seriously, dear, take gd care of yrself, n im sure that ull cherish yr r'ship. we'll meet up soon alrite. v v soon. i miss u like hell already uh.. really. muah muah!
sayang ko fatin.
u shud noe, people with that name, semuenye same. same goes with my case uh. i guess.
haha.
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N TO MY ANOTHER BABYGIRL.
SYAIRAHHHHH!!❤
I MISSSSS U.
MEET UP SOOON ALRITE!
n dear, sleepover at yr place next week??
TEXT ME SOON.
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N YESTERNIGHT, SOMEONE PRAISED ME LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW GITU.
((MAKE ME FEELLL SO DAMN KEMBANG. naseb my pantat haven expand yet, if not seluar later cannot MUAT.hahahaha.))
NOPES, NOT ABT BEAUTY, NOT ON MY FIGURE OR WHATSOEVER UH.
but he did puji abt my semangat, attitude n how strong i am all this while,
those things i had to go thru since young.
thank u, babyboy. haha. bbyboy eh. one of my best guy friend, i can say. thx someone!
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next,
NAS, U BETTER HURRY UP COME BACK HOME FROM YR CHALET UHHHHHHHHHHHH...
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LASTLY.
thx for the call, FRIEND.
omg, ure one damn funny person, n i njoyyy talking to u! but dn, u make my mate tebeliak uh after talking for sooo long n den tk boleh tido. hahah. wat lah u. nevertheless, thx for being there all this while. thx for caring, thx for asking whether im ok or not every single moment, terima kasih sebab awak jage hati saye dengan baek. :D
thxxxxxxxxx u! ❤
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okay, panjang btol eh post. mesti uh. kan saye nak berangkat. haha. pegi boon lay. hahaha. kla readers n friends, take care okay. have a great weekend!
MISS MEEEE!
❤ Namirah