❤ u Sam

n time goes by soo slowly. Tuesday, March 17, 2009 1:11 AM

GOODBYE SOON BANGSS,
im gonna miss u.
*sobs sobs*

in a few days time, ure gonna see me with side parting once again. BORINGGG. i noe, my bangs lasted for less than two weeks?
wah piangg, i guess trim sendiri pun ok jugak kan?

haha. nvm, skip.

its close to 4am. but i wont be posting this once ive finished everything.
usually, ill blog halfway, den leave e rest till afternoon, n den baru publish.

damn, i cant sleep.
eventhou my eyes are closing, n im damnnnn tired.

my brain's still active.

citot.

.

i keep tossing here n there man, for the past hour,

so yea, ape lagik, on comp uhh.

since theressss nothing to do, i went to surf for some songs,
those songs bile time2 time my parents still young lagik.

n if u watch the movie, GHOST, which was actually in the movies time 1990's, ull noe this song. n seriously ghost was the V FIRST ROMANCE MOVIE I WATCHED MAN. means time2 k1 k2, nnti keluar pat channel 5. haha. but i have to cover my eyes with my hands every single kissing/romance part. *wasted* haha. watever.

the show's really GREAT i tell u.

here's the theme song,

"UNCHAINED MELODY".

(GONNA PUT IT UP AS MY BLOG SONG SOON)

TAKE NOTE OF THE LYRICSS.
suara, romantic siolll.
*meltsss*

to me lah,

suara dia romanticccc gilerrr.

klau lah my bf suara cmni.

alamak, ill ask him to sing every single day for me mannn.

n lau bbual pat tepon, i dun wanna letak. hahahaha!

k lame.

GHOST, 1990.

here's near the ending part... OMG, IF MY BF LAH YG MENINGGAL,
N IGET TO KISS HIM FOR THE LAST TIME MCM NI,
KNOWING THAT HE'LL LEAVE AFTER THIS KISS,
ILL RATHER NOT KISS HIM SIA.
OR I MIGHT END UP KILLING MYSELF, JUST TO BE WITH HIM,
dosa.

N NOW, HE'S LEAVING FOR HEAVEN.

watch the show lah, its great i tell u.

THE VIDEO BELOW IS THE LADIES VERSION. by LEANN RYMESS.

OKAY,

KLAU KORANG NAK TAU,

yg post pat atas tu semue, was done yesterday. sampai kol 4 pagi gitu. den my eyes tak boleh tahan, i decided to turn in. semangat, set time pukol 9am, konon-kononnye nak angon pagi. den tesadar kol 11. pffft.

afiq told me the other day, 'nam, prepaid aku maseh boleh tahan ah, pasal tkde mataer kan, leh tahan lamer ah'

nami 'same uh'

TAPI KAN, NOW MY PREPAID DAH TINGGAL BAPE SEN JE. KLA, NOT SEN UH. ADE LAH $3, $4, JE. n how long can it last? 1 day, i guess. haha. no lah, im savingg. 5 messages per day, cud last me till 28th, which is my pay day! yeeehawww!

SOMETIMES

i tend to ask myself, is this wat i want.. are the things im doing right? the decisions im making worth my whole life? or what?

pfft.

wen it comes to love, im a complete loser. ok, not all the time, sometimes i mean. not really love actually, wen it comes to decision making, thats my weakest link. i cant really decide u noe. it kinda sucks,

but u noe the reason y i cant decide?

THERE'S JUST TOO MANY CHOICES.

not only love, seems like everything is like sooo hard for me to decide. seriously. its not that im choosy or whatsoever. its just that, the fear of making the wrong choice is always stucked in my brain. aha.

damn -_-"

but whatever it is, i have my own dignity, n i take control of this life of mine. whatever path i choose i based on my own likings, n wats best for me.

its true wen people say to put OTHERS IN FRONT OF U FIRST. u noe wat i mean, its like to really take care of others punye hati b4 yours.

but think again. klau saye je kene jage hati orang. hu's gonna take care of my heart?? it alwayss happens. so this time, im not gonna b weak like i used to n keep on giving in. im gonna be a fighter. haha. cheyyy mcm understand gitu kan. tak lah gurau2 je.

aniways, to all ladies out there, dont be afraid to stand out for yr rights, trust me. people might just take advantage of yr kindness O_O

ALL THESE SAYINGS, ADE YG TAKDE LINK WITH MY LIFE AH, JUST THAT, I DONT LIKE IT WEN KAUM ADAM, TAKE CONTROL OF THEIR GIRLFRIENDS LIFE. AS IN TEENAGERS NOWADAYS.

because, a friend just called, telling me abt wat her bf did, kinda crushes my heart listening to her story, well, please kaum adam, stop bullying us. :D

okay, well, here's a shoutout, TO ALL KAWANS2.

IF URE READING THIS,

SUNDAY, WE'RE HEADING TO BUGIS.

KLAU TAK,

WE'LL JUST HAVE DINNER LIKE THE OTHER TIME NEARBY OUR AREA.

OK OK OK??

PLS PLS TEXT ME ONCE U C THIS. MY PREPAID DAH NAK KONDEM SO YEAP, JUST TEXT ME, I SHALL CALL U ALRITE?

THANK U, ❤ NAMIRAH :D

okaylah, i gtg, wanna berangkat go my mum's place. so people, miss me alrite. i might b updating, i mite not be. so yea.

n damn, i had an UNEXPECTED DREAM tadi man! n its with one of my ex bf. WTH.hahaha. nvm. tak perlu nak bilang. funny, sexy dream. ok ok shhh. N ITS ALWAYS WITH THE SAME EX BF. LIKE NVMMM.

gtg. im missing u so so v v much :( ❤