❤ u Sam

Saturday, March 7, 2009 1:03 AM

MY HOPES ARE SHATTERED,

N IM LOSSING CONTROL.

but thx to some people, n 3 full hours of sleep,

im alrite now.

c, no matter how bad my day is,

there will be tons of people around to carve a smile on my face n

to realy really cheer me up..

ty ty ty!

well, thursday was a disaster,

but fridays's even worst.

but den, saturday morning's a bit, different to start of with.

what can i say?

life's full of suprises.

xpect the unexpected. n wa lah, i did.

so yea, I HAD FUN WITH BABYGIRL YESTERDAY.

n we took a whole lot of picturess.

sampai pose2 mcm model gitu kan kan kan.

n n n, we bought ourselves this neckless.

its a heart, cut into half, one's for me, one's for her.

n n n.

we carved our names there.

i mean the person carved our names for FREE!

yea, so, im holding onto the neckless yg ade name SYAI.

n she's holding onto my name.

sweet kan kite?

i noe, we're supposed to be future-sis-in-laws.

tapi tapi tapi, ade skit prob so,

we're still best friends, babygirls, gf, bf,sisters, just name it!

later ill take a clearer picture of the neckless.

its really pretty i tell u. that guy a, dah lah kasi kite $5 off.

because we're too pretty and cute uh. kan syai???. jk.

haha, den he carve name kite punyelah lawa!

kan bbygirl?

aniwayss. ive got a alot alot to story2 pasal smlm2, smlm n baru ni

tapi ill post up those pics i took with bbygirl okay?

PICTURES WITH BABY GIRL:

okay, actually, i was really2 v v ngantok u noe u noe u noe.
oh oh, i accompanied my dad to the hospital,
N GUESS SAPE I SAWWW.
ull noe by the end of this post...

omg, he still can look at me, into my eyesss lagik.
im not kidding. *meltssssssssss*
betol betol punyer cair...
n betol2 punyee hot.
k dah. jgn exagerate.

hahax. feeling2 modell kan aku????
i noeee.

oh oh.. look syai!

im watching yaaa!

chey chey.. posing nampakk..

hehehe.

so here's the thang!

I NOE TAK NMPAK PAPE.

ill take a clearer pic of it soon...

ily dearest SYAI!

well well well,

thurday was a disaster.

i shall not elaborate.

friday, erm erm, at first ngn babygirl gerek uh.

but then uh, balek rumah je.

someone texted me n another one, chat with me pat msn.

n that someone hu texted was bbygirl of course.

she told me something yg betol2 suprising.

ok skip .

den the msn part.

chatted with SOMEONE.

hah.

HEARTBREAKING*

n to another someone

please jgn nak salahkan orang laen okay.

u dont have to be angry with others except yrself u noe.

but wateva it is.

ive got my babygirl to be there for me.

ive got ________

ive got afiq

ive got yan

ive got _______

ive got so many2 wonderful ppl asking me whether im ok.

thanks u guys.

oh, my best guy friend called yesterday night.

n funny ah. i was already half dead at that point of time wen this joker,

came out with those silly memories of us n bla bla bla.

den bbual sampai 4 pluss. den cannot tahan already.

den, TODAY pulak.

someone else called, a friend that is.

thank u someone, if ure reading this.

n i noe ure jealous because.

I SAW NAM RIDZUAN AT HOSPITAL

TADI KAN KAN KAN???

haha, yea, if u watch anak metropolitan, ull noe sape dia.

he's shanaz nye mataer in that story. n name dia 'mike'. padan a month ago, anak metropolitan baru maen pat suria balek every mon-fri, 4pm .aahaha. k da da. nnti melebih lak. hahaha.

U NOE, I MINATTT DIA SKALI TAU, DULU.

i tend to fall for malay guys with those chinese looks.

last time uhh. *hint hint*

haha. n tadi uh punyer lah best. he was walking towards me, sambil tolak wheelchair uh, den i noticed yg he was looking at me luh. I SWEAR, IM NOT LYING U NOE. seriously. den he jalan n just stare at me gitu n i was like.

ALAMAK NI MAMAT HANDSOME NI, MACAM PERNAH NAMPAK JE.

den, sampai dia pass by me, i was like 'sape eh. sape eh..'

SKALI TU, I TURN LAH, TO TENGOK DIA LAGI,

GUESS WAT???

HE WAS ALSO TURNING BACK N LOOKING AT ME SEYYY.

den bile time tu baru i realised that he was nam ridzuannn

omg tau mintak autograph, n haha. kla kidding.

tapi todays my LUCKY DAY lah!

omg omg omg, n someone's jealousss wen i told him i saw nam ridzuan.

kan awak? kan kan kan? saye tauuu.

haha.thx awak. for today.

n thx fiq for yesterday.

thx babygirl for yesterday, n the rest of the days.

no matter what happens, ull always be my babygirl syai.. always. now u rase kan ape i feel selame ni. haha. kaum adam kaum adam... i dont get u people lah.

well, for the time being, im not in the mood to talk bout this thing called LOVE? but hey, randy wants a date with me. haha. okay. itu dalam FB lah. well, i wanna enjoy myself. its been a while since saye single kan. ull always see me attached kan?

skls starting soon n i have to prepare man!

erm erm erm, 1 more month till skl starts.

SINCE MY DAD IS ON 2 WEEKS MC.

im able to go out lah kan.

because dads at home.

at least someone's at home.

so dlm 2 weeks ni,

i wanna chop around 4 ke 5 days untok SHOPPINGG n DATINGSSS!

okay, i sound like one playgirl.

but hell no, im not ok.

heh

oh oh, just nw mum, ayah, khalish n nenek came to visit dad. haha. n this week, i wont be sleeping over at mums place. dudok rumah, temankan papa. but then again. sunday, dinner with my favourite mates!

yahhhhhhhhhhooooooo!

n mum kasi saye pinjam he camera.

so photos coming up pretty soon!

yay.

dah pukol 3.30AM

i want to bobok.

to u, thx for telling e truth lah kan,

i appreciate it.

n to u, thx for the call, my friend.

ver very klaka tapi kene banyak bersabar if i talk to u.

u noe i noe kan. haha.

jgn jealous eh, i saw nam ridzuan tadi?

n to U, i btol2 tak tau ape nak ckp.

aiyerrrrrrr. bye uh.