althou im terribly ill, im still staying strong cz
at the same time, my family, friends, and loved ones are always there for me, giving me enough love, care n attention. well, thank u all. thank u all for yr support.
im really sick, but im trying my best to stay strong. its like, everything is crashing down at the same time. but, hey, its all based on yr own mindset kan? if u wanna be happy, tell yrself that u can. and at the same time, usahalah. i dont want to remain sick n weak all the time, so yea, im trying my very best not to think that im weak n all lah. hehe.
well, nas n i are in good terms,as in, he still do ask abt me every single day without fail, n my grandma & mum even invited him to e kenduri arwah this saturday or sunday, im no that sure. well, i dont want to rush things out between us. im not that well, i cant really take anymore pressure, i guess for now, we'll just remain mcm ni okay? i noe u understand. thank u sooo much for caring, thank u soo much for being there always. :D
with my family n friends around, i feel damn secured. really. ive been receiving msgs n all, from a few friends,nas,n my families who call me up every single day, esp my nenek lah, early in the morning call me already. n now,
ramai nah orang wants to accompany me to the x-ray thingy. wah. very touched.
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but i guess ill go there with mum instead lah.
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IM GLAD THAT IVE GOT GREAT COMPANY, GREAT FAMILY N GREAT FRIENDS!
who's always there for me.
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all i need is support to really stay strong. i dont want my "UNKNOWN" sickness to bring me down. n like AIM said, think of HAPPY stuffs la kan? haha. baby khalish n mum is at my place to keep me company! i kinda forget that im sick wen my loved ones are around :D
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well fyi, i know myself best, i dont smoke. i dont even wish to smoke lah. n u noe wat, i listened to syarahan a few days ago, the uztaz said, kaum wanita yg merokok dipanggel ______.
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well, i dont wanna type it out cz i dont want to offend those female smokers out there. sorry yea. no offence. hee. i noe some of u wants to stop but its not that easy.
nas told me that he wanna stop too, but too bad, he cant.
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i dont fancy smokers actually. but that was last season, as soon as i stepped into secondary skl, i felt that smoking is popular among all n ive got used to it. my guy friends do smoke, so yea, its natural to me lah.
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but hey, IM NOT A SMOKER. its okay if u dun believe me cz ALLAH knows me better. :D n i think i noe myself better too............
well, im heading to the x-ray tingy tomorrow. hopefully theres nothing wrong with me,
insya-allah.
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N DO YOU KNOW THAT WEN I WAS IN SEC 2, THERE WAS THIS DRAMA COMPETITION, I MEAN AN ACTING (short skit) COMPETITION N IVE GOT THE AWARD FOR
"BEST FEMALE ACTRESS"
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the trophy is in the next room. okay i noe tkde link langsong, its very very random actually. but hey, IVE GOT POTENTIAL KAN?
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BEST FEMALE ACTRESS. or best ________ _________???
haha. papelah. im happy with my life now, n IVE GOT ALL THAT I NEED.
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ive got my mum, dad, nenek, pak long, mak long, my cousins, my friendsss which is countless to be there by my side n care soo much bout me without being told.
I GUESS IM BEING PAMPERED. not pampered lah. BUT EVERYONE LOVES ME. cz im a good girl.
orang yg busuk hati, dengki semue, SAPE NAK SAYANG KAN???
sape suke?
people will tend to ignore u instead, b it yr family, yr friends n all.
hehe. really, thats what my grandma said.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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IM ONE LUCKY GIRL(thats what i think lah), coz ive got all the things i need in life.
syukur alhamdulillah. terima kasih allah.
eventhou HE turunkan cabaransssss for me, ive got soo much WONDERFULLL people around who's never ending giving me the semangat to carry on.
thank u all, thank u for yr support.
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well, are u as lucky as me????????
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we miss u atok.
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oh please, stop it.
U, LOVE.
