THIS IS WHAT I CALL LIFE.
it goes on n on n on...
so we went to celebrate neneks bday at cck park.
let me tell you, the service there is quite bad . theres TONS of things which we ordered but in the end, we have to cancel them coz it took such a longggggggggggg time for them to prepare those dishes.
wth. overall, we had satay, rojak, ikan pari, fried rice, mee goreng basah. n ermmmm. i totally forgot the rest. my fav cousin on dad's side changed his seat with me dad, so we cud really TALK. ahaha. so we sat together n started chatting abt skl, r'ship, v'day, shopping, o-levels, infity topics man! haha.
so thats m fav cousin, fahmi, his 20 this yr, thats my pak nga, we didnt noe he was in the picture lah. n dats mak long. my uncle(my dads' bro) punye wife. she's chinese btw. but she convert to muslim lah. .
so yea, i did had fun lah. at least my mind was somewherelse rather then being depressed the whole time. thanks cousin.
FAHMI N I ARE PLANNING TO HEAD TO TOWN MAYBE END OF THIS MONTH?
yea, we're going SHOPPING BABY!
i need to shop for clothes, shoes n stuffs. i bet i gonna be FUN FUN FUN!!!
Apart from all these excitement, im gonna be a bz woman again starting from tmrw onwards.u noe y?cz everyone of my family wants me to be there by my side. since my lil brother will be having his P5 camp at changi, ill heading to mums place by 7am in the morning tomorrow. yeap. 7am, guess ill be cabbing there. den around noon, ill be heading to uncles place to accompany nenek. n i guess i'll be sleeping over at either mum's/grandma's place. yups.u noe, IM SERIOUSLY NOT FEELING WELL.since thursday, i haven been having enuff n proper sleep. always bz doing this n that. my bones are aching N MY CHEST IS REALLY IN GREAT PAIN.it hurts wen i breathe too hard, cough, laugh, hiccups n all. looks like my LUNG INFECTION is like back on track or something? GOSH. please dont make it happen. i remmbered last november, was a killer man. was feeling rather weak after eating around 5 meds at one shot. OH GOSH. im keeping the pain for a few days already, i dont want to end up like my arwah atok, simpan saket lame2 boleh bawak maut. so yea, maybe ill head to the doctor soon? i guess. lets just c alrite? ill be meeting my bf tomorrow.............what? BOYFRIEND? yea, bf. *points down*
RAYYAN RAYYAN RAYYAN!!!!!i miss miss miss miss my adek lah. i miss his smelly2 smell. .u noe, sometimes, other ppl or things distracts me n make me forget that i am sick. .but hey, MY CHEST IS IN PAIN RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT NOW. ive got to rest dear readers. its 3am, n i have to wake up at least by 5? so dear readers n friends, ill c u soon..BUT B4 THAT, I WANNA REPLY THOSE TAGS RIGHT HERE AT THIS VERY POST COZ IM AFRAID IT'LL GET TOO MESSY IF I REPLY AT THE TAGBOARD ITSELF. so here it goes..NAMIRAH TO AIM: thx aim, im taking on step at a time. thank u sooo much for yr concern dear friend, i really appreciate it. :D.NAMIRAH TO PIT!: hello pit! yea, i noe i can count on my dear friends! thank u sooo much for yr concern too afiq. dont care bout those hate-taggers alrite? let them say what they wanna say. so as long they dont go off thier limits, but i think they did by saying those MEAN tings. only i tak kuasa je nak layan. so yea, for now eh, i close one eye lorrr. thx afiq! outing soon alrite?.NAMIRAH TO PHYR: thx man! this is like my VERY FIRST TIME experiencing all this lah. sedih very very sedih u noe. but kene redha lah. n thank u sooo much for yr concern man! im soo glad ive got friends like u guys. .NAMIRAH TO AMIRAHDORY: thanks dear. oh oh. HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY AMIRAH. SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR MURAH REZEKI LAH. thank u soo much for yr concern once again. ill cheer up soon alrite? one step at a time. :D.NAMIRAH TO KYMAH: im holding back my tears u noe, coz im sure arwah doesnt want to c me crying all the time. n thanks for the right spelling for redha. my mind is going HAYWIRE sampai redha pun lupe nak spell. u take care too alrite dear. thank u soo much for yr concern :).im glad that ive got friends like them n the rest too lah! u noe, i didnt noe that ive got sooo much friends who cared abt me. thank u, u all. ive got to sleep okay. its alrady 3.20am. ive got 2 more hours till i start my day!.take care people. .n haish, my lungs/chest hurts soo much.
n sometimes, i feel like im gonna be the next one leaving every single one of my loved ones behind, as in, the same tings which happens to late grandad?
WHAT IF MY HEARTS STOP BEATING ONE DAY DUE TO THIS SICKNESS OF MINE? not one day, maybe soon? .
n today marks the 16TH. its only a month after arwah's birthday.
atok, we'll never forget u, n ill always love u.
U, LOVE.
