bile saket kan?
n like ive said, panadols are only for relieving,
not healing.
thus, the germs travel sampai the lungs n thats the cause of all those achings n stuffs. this time round,
i dunno y it came back sooo sudden. maybe i was too depressed bcz of arwah atok's pemergian, my r'ship, n some other PERSONAL stuffs thats been revolving around me. hah. heartaches, heartaches, heartaches.
but let me tell u, once i ate the antibiotics, the aching thing pun hilang. im still a bit weak but, im feeling much better after knowing the results!
now, im worry-freee!
SO LETS CELEBRATE!!!
mum called the doctor early this morning. doctor said i was fine :D
u people dunno how OVERJOYED my family was wen i called,
telling them that im alrite n they can stop worrying..
hehee. happy nye aku!
yesterday night,
dear macho sufyan, which is on the right of the picture above
was soo cute cz he tagged at my blog,
for dunno how many times...
n keep on replying.
haha, mcm pat msn/sms gitu kan..
den lepas dah bape banyak tag.
he finally, texted me.
haha. we talked abt skl, exams, gatheringss n all.
so yea,
since yan wanted my dad's cooking,
i was planning to have dinner at my place,
n den maybe late night movie after dinner
.
klau bukan movie, den bowling!
so gfs n bfs, make yrself free alrite?
.
n here's
GENIUS KHALISH.
.
haha. cute kan dia????.
well, my head's feeling rather heavy.
n my tengkok is hurting quite bad.
sebab salah bantal.
hehehe.
.
omg omg omg,
i feel like going shopping tonight seh.
dah tebiat nak shopping.
.
oh, my nenek is here!
she bwkkan us food.
*rubs tummy*
beef steak.
n macdonalds!
.
hee, thank u nenek..
.
somehow or rather,
i think nenek's a superhuman.
she's still so strong
eventhou she just lost her husband.
my nenek tengah nak katamkan
one whole quran untok my arwah atok.
mujurlah iman dia kuat.
klau tak, i bet dia mesti masih nanges2 n all.
my nenek SUPERHERO!
.
n she's been going around,
settling atok's stuffs and all.
and at the same time,
she still cares for me ;)
.
i love u nenek.
.
well, skl's starting pretty soon.
dad's not werking tomorrow,
n i feel like doing a little bit of shopping..
ANYONE NAK TEMANKAN ME BESOK?
i wanna get more clothes and a pair of shoes.
oh i just love to shop at bugis street. ull be amazed by the prices there man! really, pretty pretty dresses at a low rates!
really memuaskan u noe. i dont really go for BRANDED stuffs, coz somehow , i sedar dat im just 17 going 18 n i dont need branded stuffs to look good. so long as i noe how to dress up myself, without having to waste a whole lot lot of $$$$, im already happy.
somemore, at this age, i have to start saving for my future needs.
what if in future, my parents/ family is in need of money, at least im able to help them up kan? futhermore, i dont like to susahkan orang.yeap, e economy is not that stable, orang sane sine kene buang kerja. what if? one of my family members or my own dad yg kene buang?
we have to prepare from now kan?
or what if i have/want to buy something i want for myself, haha, i no need to susahkan my dad right? i can simply take my atm card, draw out that certain amount of money i need, n wa lah! tak payah susahkan sape2.
thats y im starting to save up my money. at least 1K by end of this year, if possible lah. since ill be tuition-ing my cousin every week, n getting 200 per month for my pay is more than enuff for me. my monthly income lagik belum termasok. i dont go for branded stuffs and all the things that i NEED is already in my closet. so yea, im happy with my life right now, i have the things i need, just a few more stuffs on my list n im done!
haha, things for skl that is. eg, shoes, a few more clothes, pants, a bag, laptop case, n all lah. itu dah memang kene ade lah. kate skl kan?
aniways... ive been repeating this for like upteen times?
i sense $$$ coming... hehe
monthly income this coming friday.
MY PAY'S coming this saturday!
u noe why i still get my monthly income? because, im taking care of my adek, n i still have to top up my phone, ez-link and all, but the most important thing is
MY DAD LOVES ME!
hehehehe. okay, mcm takde link eh. but its true lorr. i never ask for it lah actually. my dad kasi to me wilingly. somemore that money, i tak spend it on UNREASONABLE things, only untok bende keperluan n i saved the rest!
( i dunno y some ppl said, its a shame for me to receive money from my dad)
orang laen pun dapat their monthly income jugak. haha. maybe __________ kot pasal i shake leg at home, tak payah keje n all those tapi i still get cash. haha. DATS MY LUCK WHAT?? so long as i carry out my duty as a daughter, sister and all n if my dad thinks i deserve to get some cash from him every month, then thats not yr problem.
well,
i dont hate people. but people around me just loves hating me. somehow or rather, i noe the reason why.
the things that i own now, the happiness that im facing, the friends that im with, the wonderful family i have, are all given by allah.
i appreaciate every one of them. n the only thing that i can do to repay HIS kindness is to fulfil my duties as a muslim. i admit, after all these while, i haven been really doing my duties. its kinda off and on thing. but after atok's permergian, n wen the uztad gave us the so called 'speech', it kinda knocked some sense into my brain.
HIDOP DI DUNIA NI HANYA SEMENTARA SAHAJE.
dan di dunia, kite diberikan kesenangan, kesusahan, kesedihan, kehilangan dan segale2 nye. hal-hal ni semue adalah untok menguji kita sahaje. dan ujian inilah, yang akan dibawa ke akhirat. walau ape pun yang terjadi, i musnt forget my duties as a muslim. allah sentiase melihat dan mendengar. allah lah yang memberi dan menguji.
after all this while, ive been receiving good and bad things at the same time. yg baek datangnye dari allah, dan yg jahat juga. no matter how leka i am, allah still loves me. no matter how hard my life is, allah still gives me the chance to be happy.
rezeki tu dari tuhan. i have to admit. RAMAI orang kate, esp my family lah. dat saye ni MURAH REZEKI. n yes, its true.
dan rezeki tu datang dari mane? dari tuhan...
no matter how nakal i was in the past, as in i skip2 solat, my rezeki still murah. n i always told myself that im lucky enuff, allah tak tarik balek kesenangan dan rezeki2 yg diberi olehnye.
so, as promised, i wanna change into a better person. n im sure arwah atok wants his family to be orang2 yang baek, coz in the end, kite sendiri kene jawab soalan-soalan kubur kite. kalau kite tak solat, tak kerjekan rukun2 islam kita, terseksalah kami di kubur nanti........
wahhh. i sound like one ustazah. haha. too much wordsss from the ustad already.
okay ive texted syairah abt tmrw, if she's free, we'll head to bugis in the afternoon!
ermmm, my kaki dah gatal already. i feel like going out seyyy.
n yes syairah, PASTAMANIA this FRIDAY!
okay, dah nothingelse to say lah. bye bye!
U, LOVE.
