first and foremost.
PASSERBY, FOR HEAVENS SAKE. STOP YOUR ACCUSATIONS.
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ive just lost my dear grandad today so please.
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16-01-1944 to 12-02-2009.
al-fatihah.
arwah othman bin hitam.
dia dah selamat dikebumikan at around 3pm just now. i witnessed everything.
atok, u shud noe that all of us loves u. we really do.
ya-allah, ringankanlah seksa kuburnya ya-allah.
todays my very first time experiencing this kind of situation. IT HURTSSS SO MUCH. n i cudnt hold back my tears at first.
yea, ive never seen orang kene kapan. ive never seen a dead body. and the sad thing is, for my very first time, its my own atok. how sad cud dat be. atok left us all by himself.
no one was there by his side wen he hembuskan nafas yang terahkir. i last saw him on sunday. u noe, i cried soo much today till i cant shed anymore tears
.i was the first one to sampai pak longs house n i saw atok lying on the bed, it was really menyedihkan.
ive been living in this world for nearly 18years with atok around. the feeling of loosing him is worst than a breakup. but tak baek kan klau nangis2 aje. kite kene redah. i have been reading surah2 pat dalam buku yg nenek da siapkan the whole day today. saye dapat tabokan pacai n get to kiss him on his cheek for the very last time. ya-allah, ko ampunkanlah segale2 dosa arwah atokku.
we'll miss u atok. n i love u so much.
IVE GOT SOO MUCH MORE TO SAY BUT.
PASSERBY, URE GETTING ONTO MY NERVES...
im posting this specially for u okay? so open yr eyes wide2.
U DONT EVEN HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA ON
WHATS GOING ON, SO PLEASE SHUT YOUR TRAP!
u noe what passerby, ure really one busybody n here u are, tagging shits at my tagboard.
ure nuts. seriously. IF U HAVE ANY ENQUIRIES, PLZ ASK NAS YOURSELF! thank you very very much. stop spouting nonsense kay dear boy/girl.
U NOE NOBODYS PERFECT, IM NOT, N THAT INCLUDES NAS TOO.
hu says im not sad? u noe, ure really one unreasonable person lah. n hu says im playing with his feelings? im totally not okay. u noe. sometimes, we do something for a reason. im not that fucking HEARTLESS to just leave him WITHOUT NO REASON shithead!
I TAKE CHARGE OF MY OWN LIFE SO U JOLLY WELL MIND YR OWN BUSSINESS ALRITE?
stop acussing me boy/girl coz seriously, this breakup is not my f*cking fault okay?
it takes two hands to clap.
n fyi, im not that heartless ok?
everyone has their own limits including myself.
ade paham???
so readers, im really exhausted. i wanna sleep n im currently sleeping over at my uncles place for a few days. ill have aproper update tmrw okay. gdnight readers.
atok, we'll always love you.
U, LOVE.
