X-RAY DONE.
RESULTS,NEXT WEEK.
doctor, please tell me that im alrite, pretty please.
u noe, the x-ray
place uh, very cool. i tot i kene baring or whatsoever lah. but den uh, i have to lean against this thing, den take a deep breath, hold it, n dah. that thing like photocopy machine sia.
haha. technology.
well well well. what can i say.
EVERYONE LOVES ME.
*blushing*
u noe y?
ive got tons of people TEXTING me just now, asking me bout the X-RAY tingy.
well, dear friends, results will b out next week okay? so lets just wait.
u noe, i was soo touched to receive those msges from 7 diff people lah. awww. so sweet.
thank u soo very much.
not only that, my tagboard is flooded too!
thank u sooo much for yr concern dear friends.
i love u!!!!!
n wen the minute i appeared online, my friends were like nugdging me n stuffs, asking about the x-ray thing n all. omg. i didnt noe i had sooo much people who really cared bout me. thank u all, thank u soo much. u guys keep me going. giving me the SEMANGAT, really.
even my very first ex bf, ali, talked to me on msn. didnt noe he reads my blog too. cool kan?
n finally, i had a chat with nasri. it wasnt ok at first, but he called to like work things out n stuffs, n yah. i explained to him y im behaving like this, n finally, he understands.
ive got soo many things to think of, n for now, my health is my first priority.
i wont be able to handle anymore pressure coz it will worsen my condition.
thank u dear. n u get well soon too alrite?
omg! ive been meeting khalish every single day!i love u cup-cake!
haha. mum has been taking gd care of me.
n shes very very worried i tell u.
of coz lah, im her only daughter!
n not forgetting my nenek too, my dad, my uncles n aunties, plus my wonderful friends.
n den i dapat ang pao from nenek just now. hehe. erm, ape occasion eh?
namirah's day kot? k lame.
well my nenek lost her husband, my mum lost her dad n for me, i lost my grandad.
its a huge blow for us lah, seriously, unexpected.
and so, we all need one another, we need company.
well.
my antibiotics is like so strong can? n i have to take 2 tablets every 8 hours?
ive got a total of 5 medicine to eat? omg, i hate med sia. cz once i finish eating aje kan, in 15
minutes time g2, ull have to find me in my lala land.
but what to do, nak baek kan?
hopefully, theres nothing wrong with me eh, hopefully.
dearest friends. thank u sooo very very much for yr concern.
u guys are the best, really. i feel so blessed with u ppl around.
n terima kasih allah kerana bertemukan me to all these friends of mine.
well, no words can explain how touched i am lah.
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i received msgs like " you're already in my prayers dearest"
"get well soon namirah n dont worry too much"
"u can count on us, really"
"i'll always be there for you no matter what happens"
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n sooo much more. i cant even list them out.
im shedding tears of joy instead of tears of fear.
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of cz im worried, but these lovely people, b it my family members, my lovely friends, are always there, GIVING ME HOPE N STRENGTH.
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always telling me that IM A STRONG GIRL.
.
yes i am. i guess. n its all thanks to u people.
i told yan just now, if i kena masok hospital ah, make sure he come n visit me.
haha. u noe what he said. "jgn pk bukan2 lah. tapi aku tetap akan datang ok?"
haha. just in case yan just in case.
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i hate saying this but, im afraid to fall asleep.
im afraid that i wont b able to wake up the next morning.
haha. silly me.
but its true, u wanna noe y?
after taking those 5 diff kinds of med,
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my body will start trembling, or vibrate lah, den i need my blankie to cover myself up cz rase sejuk nak mampos. den my heartbeat will beat like nobodys business like that. imagine mcm baru habes sports day? maybe after a race which u wanna get in first place badly?
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u noe, mcm jantong nak tercabot?
thats how i feel after taking those meds.
scary uh.
but i have to accept all these lah.
this is part of my life.
ni cobaan dan dugaan dari tuhan.
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dia lah yg berkuasa. i have to accept the challenges HE sent down to me.
its like
EVERYTHING'S CRASHING DOWN AT THE SAME TIME.
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but no sweat. with wonderful people around me, supporting me every second,
n me doing the things yg wajib dilakukan, insya-allah.
ILL OVERCOME ALL THIS.
insya-allah.
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i hav to be strong. i really2 hav to b strong.
no matter how hard it is....
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friends n families,
B4 ITS TOO LATE,
saya, siti namirah bte abdul rahim, ingin memohon 10 jari, minta ampun dan maaf kepada mu semue. jika terkasar bahase, ter-hurt one another, ter-marah ke, ape2 yang TER lah. harap dimaafkan yee? halalkan makan minum saye tau..
thank u all for yr support, love, care n concern.
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appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
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i love u people. ure the greatest!
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ok, kenape lah saye tebiat. kay. choyyy touchwood!
but seriously, even now, as im typing, my chest hurts.
i might sound okay, mcm tak saket aje kan, but actually, im trying my very best not to think dat im sick, weak all those lah. im distracting myself by listening to hyper songs (okay not-really-hyper) just some songs lah, blogging n banyak lagi lah.
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ok gd night. i want to bobok.
*huuugggsssss*
U, LOVE.
