im terribly dissapointed with what happened yesterday.
i wont reveal everything, but u guys can go figure it out.
well, not EVERYONE noes bout this thing which had been going on
OVER N OVER again.
no, its not abt my friends coz my friends are the best thing ever!
no its not gonna be about my family coz they dont create trouble for me.
no its not about any of my ex's.
n
no, its not about nasri.
bloghoppers, or kawan2 yang baru kenal saye, u might not noe what im talking about.
but dont worry, this post is never for my friends, family and all.
just for a bunch, or maybe one or two person yg i tak
pernah mention their names b4.
so here it goes..
INGAT BACE DENGAN TELITI!!!
im very very dissapointed, very very.
firstly.
its my _______.
ive got the rights to really invite anyone, to come at any time.
n for heavens sake, she's my OWN ____ sia.
bear that in mind, n im sick, i need COMPANY.
ni bukan nk kerek atau apelah. u shud understand..
if its own ______ im sure ull do the same ting.
next
IVE ALWAYS TOLD MYSELF,
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES.
no point bearing grudges, no point hurting one another. tambah dosa aje.
SERIOUSLY,
i dont get it, some people loves hurting us, den wen he/she came to his/her senses,
he/she will come to us, AND APOLOGISE.
klau bukan diri dorang sendiri yg apologise, yr ___ will do it on yr behalf.
do u even noe that????
but den, u people will do it again.
wei,
SAPE DAH BUAT TAIK NAK MENGAKU ITU DIA PUNYE???
easy said,
sape nak mengaku yang dia salah?
u kept saying, WE dont know how it feels without a ________? but for heavens sake! u think we people takde feelings ke? PERNAH TERFIKIR PASAL FEELINGS KITA?did we ever complain about being RIMAS and MENYEMAK all this while?? ASK YRSELF LAH? i just keep quite n mind my own business sia. itu pun aku kene jugak? nak balas2 pat blog eh dulu, pas tu tak mengaku pulak tu....
u even replied using the words i used like "now do u feel the heat lah"
"legal tak legal lah" tak nak mengaku lagik?haha. aku bukan budak MINDS lah yg korang nak trick2.
tak greatful ke? we accepted all of u with open heart. without complain and all.
but remmber what happened way back in 2008??? N NOW??
sampai bile NAK GAME LAHHH?
rmmber the swensens thing? remmber the bday thing? bday cake n all? den whatelse?
try recalling back. try to think wisely. remmber apologising to me?
maybe to u people, u enjoy bullying me n stuffs like that. mentang2 lah im alone kan. korang kan tag team???? n such a pity lah, i maafkan orang cepat sangat
gitu kan?
LAST TIME, u people slalu terase kan. whatever i wrote in my blog u said i wrote them for u. u think i got time for all those? u think im as heartless as ermmm whatever. maybe korang buat gitu tak, TU PASAL KORANG FIKIR KITE PUN MACAM KORANG??? y terase? y feel guilty? wen its not for u? n abt the hate-tagging, kite tak nak tudoh2 lah. klau susah sangat ill just report to the police, kasi dorang track down, n then we'll noe the true CULPRIT lah. jadi tak salah sangke kan?
n hey,
'THERE'S NOTHING FREE IN THIS WORLD!'
bear that in mind. mane2 pegi pun kene ade $$$ eh.
u said "padan kite baya ____." isit kite? or yr _____?
n fyi, klau tempat laen kan, u wont get to do yr daily routines u noe n it wont b this CHEAP. but tu antara my ___ n yr ____ ah kan. i dont want to masok campor.
n i bet my ____ is not that HEARTLESS to ketok yr ____ kan. kite ade perasaan.
jgn lupe perkare itu.
even yr ____ said, sape nak terima klau ramai2 orang kan?
this part? u paham?
n. i heard from YR ____ that you guys are JEALOUS OF ME?
WTH! childish siols. grow up lah.
we come from a different background.
n y do u care soo much abt my life? whatever i do, whatever steps i take?
oh saye, queen complain eh?
yang slalu tu, sape yg complain tak abes2?
sampai bcz of u people my ____ n yr ___ boleh gado.
tak salam complain. i keep my _____ pat store pun nak complain?
sape2 datang pat _____ aku nak report2?? siol ah, suke hati aku lah nak buat ape.
omg, UNREASONABLE sia.
klau aku complain pun bcz u people are tooo much, simple2 tings yg pasal diri aku, buat ape korang nak complain uh? nak jage tepi kain orang?
jage lah diri sendiri dulu eh. im big enuff, n i can take good care of myself.
SAPE DAH BUAT SALAH,MANE NAK MANGAKU KAN?
deny lah banyak2.
allah sentiasa melihat dan mendengar.
tanggung lah segalenye di akhirat nnti.
oppss. jangan terase, aku tak mention names kan??
you noe, u shud count yrself really lucky. we accepted u with open hearts n without complain, u have entertainment and all, u can do whatever u like. u think klau tempat laen, u can do all those? i dont think so lah.
we treat u guys like one of us.
but aku heran y must u hurt us in another way?????
please lah. stop all these nonsense. klau orang tua punye hal jgn nak masok campor. but since korang dah masok campor, i tag along ahhh. amaciam???
so wake up, n come to yr senses please. after all this while ade pernah aku buat salah pat korang?
aku rampas bf kau ke? aku tak kasi kau makan ke? aku curik barang2 kau ke? fikir lah betol2 ye..
well, if im heartless, i wud have list down. those things which happened way back then. but hell no, im not that heartless. tell me lah, semua orang ade tahap kesabaran tau. now ure over the limit man! so please, wake up.
n bear this in mind, this is my ______. i can do whatever i want, i can just keep shut n stay in my room all day by all means. coz, this is my F*cking place.
get it?
n can u imagine, if the person u mess with is not me, maybe somelses daughter or huever lah, do u think that they can let u off just like dat? as in da buat salah, mintak maaf, den abes cerita? buat lagik, mintak maaf? abes crita? huh? cumon,
think! think! think!
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go mess with someone yr own 'SIZE'
let me tell u something, we treat u like one of us, but u people, just dont realise that. so, not our fault lah kay.
i dont want to mention names here. so jgn marah yee.
BE GREATFUL.
n IVE HAD ENUFF LAH.
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okay, im done with my speech.
i composed this specially for u, takde orang laen yg mengajar ku.
tulus ikhlas dari hatiku. :D
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so yea, i think only one or 2 of u will noe this post DITUJUKAN untuk sape. yang laen, jgn kuatir, its not for u alrite?
ill be heading for my x-ray today, so wish me luck :D. hopefully theres nothing wrong with me. thank u all for yr concern. i love u people sooo sooo much.
u people kept me going, really.
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thank u. ive got wonderful people around me. only one or two are so not in my list.
awwww so sadd.
okay take care yaw!
U, LOVE.
