well. nothing much happened today.same old thing.i love watching JELITA at tv3! but the thing abt indonesian dramas is THEY TEND TO DRAG THE STORY.
but today's abit diff, i spend most of my time in the kitchen, preparing food or my little brother. n i haven been eating PROPER FOOD since yesterday. not that my dad doesnt cook lah, everyday he cooks u noe. just dat I DONT HAVE ANY APPETITE TO EAT RICE
really, maybe im just feeling down or something. i only ate 2 small bowl of SUP for today. instant seafood sup and a slice of bread for lunch n another bowl of sup for dinner. haha. i dunno y but i dont feel hungry. dats all.
aniways, im seriously looking forward to the KL trip. gosh. i wanna go petaling street n the place wher fatin recommended me to visit. since we're going, insya-allah, during the march skl hols, i have to set aside half of my pay n savings for the trip! i cant wait for SHOPPING!! really..
my hands n legs are all itching for SHOPPING!
n i really feel like shopping at bugis once again? ahaha. i wanna get the 10 bucks blouse i saw the other time.
omg, i cant wait to get my pay n now im craving for mee hong kong. okay no link.
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this is quite important.
i have a very pretty sweet pink kain untok buat baju raye. its like 2 lapis.
silk for the inside in those kind of jarang2 kain for the outside.
BUT THE THING ISSSSSSS.
I SERIOUSLY TAK TAHU NAK BUAT APE PATTERN WITH THAT KAIN.
its either pattern baju kurong? kebaye? mini kebaye/ kurong. or some other patterns. da 3 years tau dat kain i keep.
ANIONE GOT ANY GREAT IDEAS TO SHARE WITH ME?
or
PICTURES TO SHARE?
hee. just asking. coz its really hard u noe. i cant decide whether to have a round neck/v-neck/ high colar type of baju. gosh. very susah leh. hahaha.
HOPEFULLY SOMEONE COULD HELP ME LAH?
coz i have to bring either a SAMPLE/PICTURE/DRAWING OF THE PATTERN in order for the tukang jahit to follow. n i seriously dont knowwww :(
okay2. enuff abt that bajuu okay.
dear friends. make yrself free maybe next 2 weeks? coz we're gonna have another outing!
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n shit, now i feel like going BOWLING. alamak,seriously sey. i very mcm2.
tkde keje kan?
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SO HERE'S THE MAIN REASON Y I WANTED TO BLOG TODAY..
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niways. today marks dear's BTL1. n i really hope he passes his license asap!
if u ppl are wondering, we're in good terms thou
but we really need some "break" for our relationship.
so dear friends who had been asking around, thank u sooo much.
okay, im kinda hungry now, imagine, only 2 small bowl of soup for today? gonna get a slice of bread with raisins n nutela. haha nutela? fattening.
aniways. hu cares. im not fat. haha. like finally i mengaku. happy now dear?
my nenek was the one hu bought for me e bread n nutela. so y not just eat kan
n im gonna start to go ON DIET once again.
CAN U BELIEVE THAT?
:D
since i haven been eating well these few days, y not go on diet kan?
n ill try not to waste my money on silly stuffs. like junk food coz eating too much off them not only waste my money, its also fattening. futhermore.
WANNA MAINTAIN MY FIGURE N AT THE SAME TIME SAVE MONEY!
i have to stick with a new MINDSET that is, not to eat outside that often n stop buying junk food!
omgosh, i tend to to talk alot sey. the older i get, lagi banyak merepeks i bebual.
n i see someone took a picture with my PINK SHIRT! as in smelling my pink shirt lah.
how sweet.................
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OKAY OKAY. BACK TO SERIOUS PART.
i just wanna say something:
ive never met someone hu's really devoted to me. that is u nasri, yes u. evethou we're on a 'break', uve never failed to tell me how much u miss n love me every single day. u noe, im really touched, seriously.
but what 'we' need is time. time will explain it all.
Time is free,
n it's priceless.
You can't own it
but you can use it.
You can't keep it,
but you can send it.
Once you've lost it,
you can never get it back
The bad news is time flies. The good news is you're the pilot.
we, ourself determine our own future. we cannot rush things up. we still have a longgg way to go dear. really. im gonna be 18 soon. n its just 18. The challenge in life is not to manage time, but to manage ourselves. have u ever heard that Character is destiny? we have to noe who we are n what we actually want. ape tujuan hidop kite yang sebenar ni.
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for me, ive been a failure once or maybe twice? failure in studies, relationship n others. but all those shits i went thru helped me alot. sitting at home every single day all alone kinda make me realise that this is actually life. mistakes are made so that we'll learn from them n never to repeat them again. theres always a solution to every problem we face.
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sometimes i do talk alot but in the end, ill become weak wen it comes to my own problems n ill have trouble dealing with it.
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i miss u. i miss khalish. i miss soooooo many people lahhh. seriously..........
okay THIS IS VERY RANDOM!
I LOVE WANTON NOODLES!
N I LOVE TH E SONG BUST YOUR WINDOWS! HEAR IT USING YR HEADPHONES! VERY VERY NICE. I LOVE SONGS YG ADE VIOLIN/PIANO.
U, LOVE.
