Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.im home.
which means, no one is there to entertain me thus ill keep thinking bout late grandad :(
HAVE U PEOPLE CHECK OUT TODAYS PAPER? I MEAN BERITA MINGGU?
he left us on thursday morning.he was already lying on the floor,unconsious by subuh. no one noes what happened that morning.we didnt even noe the exact time he passed away.my nenek n mak long found him lying on the floor by 6am in the morning n the television was still swiched on. it was such an unexpected death, really. i was abt to get myself ready to send zharfan to skl wen i received a phonecall from dad. i was speechless at first n a few seconds later wen i called mum, i teared like nobodys business..i cried my whole heart out even while bathing n getting myself ready, even in the taxi. noeing that my only atok is no longer around. my atok hu loves to pamper me withice-cream n snacks since i was a kid.n the only person i lawan hidong with until my nose also jadi mancong for the past 14 years...12feb, was the day i shed most of my tears smpai cnnt cry anymore. atok tak menyusahkan orang. he left us all by himself.the saddest thing is nobody was there by his side wen dia tengah nazak.he left us around 2/3/4 am in the morning. we're not that sure.i witnessed the whole process, n i even kissed him on his cheek bile dia dah kene kapan?tell me. how can i just forget bout this thing n enjoy myself?i seriously dont noe how long m i supposed to remain depressed about atoks pemergian? but what to do, kite kene redah...there will be a kenduri arwah this coming wednesday. I WANNA THANK ALL MY FRIENDS FOR YOUR CONCERN, FOR YOUR WONDERFUL MSGES AND TAGS. thank u soo very very much. let me just list down your names. if i did left out anyone. im really really really sorry..NASRI, FATIN, NOQMAN, MAS, KYMAH, SYAIRAH, IBRAHIM, AFIQ, SYAH, FIRMAN, AMIRAHDORY n not forgetting, CIK ASMAH.a BIG THANK U to ALL. thank u sooo very very much. *huggsss*apart from all this.ILL BE HEADING TO CHOA CHU KANG PARK FOR DINNER TONIGHT.with DAD'S SIDE, to celebrate nenek jah's bday which falls on the 17th feb. advance kan. but still, im not in the mood. oh wells, ive got nothing else to say lah. i dont need anymore problems to conquer my brain cells any longer please. :Dso every year, ill always remmber 12 feb. n my late grandad's bday belom pass 1 month lagik tau. n he already left us. takpe. bersyukurlah, kerena allah lebih menyayangi dia. HJ OTHMAN BIN HITAM.16 JANUARY 1944- 12 FEBRUARY 2009WE MISS U ATOK.
U, LOVE.
