im having sleepless nights man.
i slept around 4.45am n woke up at 6.30am this morning, got myself ready, anta dat little brother of mine to skl.
n until now, 12.30pm, still awake.
maybe. i tend to worry too much bout my results.
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n wen im alone, n ive got nothing to do, i tend to think alot. really alot2.
macam2 i think bout. my head's spinning,
yes i wanna just shut my eyes n travel to lala-land.
but ive got to fetch lil bro at 1pm, n since there's no one at home, im afraid that ill overslept even if theres alarm clock n stuffs. ill sureeely switch them off n continue sleeping. pffft.
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anihoos, results are coming out pretty soon. im excited+nervous+idk ape lagik lah. haish. scary man. ive received the letter and password for my results, private candidate, results will be posted via internet. cheyyy. i very very very scared lahh, really, very very scared.
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u noe, i really dont want to end up in ite, even higher nitec. really,its not that im looking down or whatsoever, but im repeating for e 2nd time kan, klau masok ite jugak, shameee2 sia namirahhh. baek takya repeat rite? i can jolly well accept those ite courses last year.seriously.. gosh. private poly pun bukan senang nak masok, some of the courses, shud at least pass 4/5 subs. n for TOURISM its like 5 man! n there's this other tourism which requires only 3 credits but the course includes business. cisss. headache! im worried,really. even if u have e $$$ but u tak capai e requirements, haha, just wave goodbye lah namirah... im sooo nervous man. really.
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ngee ann's n temasek's new courses best lah! i wish i cud make it to ngee ann or sp. temasek's like too far away from here. i can imagine sleeping in lectures man. :D n all those polys in singapore are sending booklets n stuffs man. n each time i flip thru those pages, im always hoping to c familiar faces in it. tapi takde.
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gosh, im having splitting headaches sia. really. im gonna tido as soon as i reach home later man. gosh. im really2 worried lah. seriously. :(
dear told me not to worry so much coz he really ade faith in me lah.
but i still takot u noe. its my future im talking about here.
althou i noe ive tried my v v best, it seems that this time round, im much much more worried compared to last year. last year, i mcm heck care sey. wahhh noti namirah.
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omgosh, haha, i feel mcm im repeating everything over n over again man :)
da da da, i better stop eh.
nnti membebel merepek lak.
ngantok ahhh
zzzzzzzzzzz........
i miss u b.
U, LOVE.
