hello 2009, goodbye 2008!
july 2008
eve of 2009..
3 things in a row.
reflecting back on those 2008 memories, a note for some people, n NEW YEARS EVE OUTING WITH BABY!
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so heres my "speech"
ive decided to cut down on some stuffs coz its really2 way too long already!
u guys might just fall asleep in e middle of the post i guess.
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so here it is:
(u guys might just want to skip this part if u think its too boring)
2009
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A brand new year.
Leaving those bitter memories behind n taking those sweet ones with me.
Finally now my life doesnt seems so bad, its e best ive ever had, gave my love to him finally.
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i did so many mistakes in life, i stumbled through my youth and i was lost in
my own space. Stumbled through the mess that I have made. but i
Finally got out of my own way. I've Finally started living for today.
I finally know that I needed to grow, And finally my mate has met my soul.
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A brand new year, a new story’s beginning.
2008, indeed a memorable year. e very year dat ill never forget.
The very year ive gone thru pains n joys.
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Lets just reflect back those memories i had back then.
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My first serious job at guardian after O’s for abt 5 months. working experience gained, n earning my own cash!
den came my o levels results, which sucks big time!
n ended up repeating certain subs as a private candidate. e skl i went to is more like a tuition centre. but still i enjoyed my days there.
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den came my 17th birthday party! had e time of my life, everyone i love was there! thank you soo much! n im looking forward to my 18th.
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Den e greatest impact was wen my nearly 3 years relationship with ex-bf ended in a blink of eye. those end of july moments. wen i really had the SEMANGAT TO STUDY REALL HARD FOR O's. Wahh sad. my dreams n heart was shattered into million pieces. i neglected my studies for a lil while but hayati came to e rescue! (o.O)
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KHALISH RAYYAN, my baby-brother came to distract me from all e heart pains i was suffering. allah, thanks for panjang-ing kan umor my mum! (02.08.08). n thanks to a few friends hu were always there for me. esp u HAYATI. u were there thru those days dear! i love u!
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Soon after that. Around end of august. Nasri started contacting me back, told him every single thing about me. e first day of puasa, we got attached.
very very fast indeed (:
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U NOE, PEOPLE DO COME N GO IN OUR LIVES.
NEVERTHELESS, LIFE STILL HAVE TO GO ON.
NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK.
NO POINT PUTTING SO MUCH HOPE ON SOMEONE
WHEN U NOE THAT He'LL NEVER RETURN TO U.
so, try to appreciate those around u rite now, coz u mite never know wen they'll leave u.
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n everythings sooo wonderful. n i admit, se-wonderful2 pun adelah ups n downsnye jugak, cumon, hu doesnt rite? nothing is PERFECT IN THIS WORLD MAHH. n WE HAVE TO GO THRU E PAIN TO EXPERIENCE THE JOY. really.
den came these unwanted HATE-TAGGERS yg v v IRRITATING until i had to remove my tagboard.OH WATEVA. FINALLY PEACE MAN!
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a bunch of unreasonable people, having no tujuan dalam hidupnye sendiri sampai tepi kain orang pun dia nak kesah. cumon lah. be reasonable sikit.
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ok ok, i dun wan start. nanti berjela2 macam ular pulak post saye kan.
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so ni semue summary eh, if i ceritakan u from A-Z KAN, i think samapi 2010 pun tak habes2. so yea.
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2008
a very very sweet year indeed.
e very year i realise who my true friends are.
e very year which taught me alot of lessons.
e very year which leaves a mark in my heart.
one very very memorable incident ill never forget which happens somewhere this year,
forever, wil be fresh in my mind n kept close to my heart. ill never ever forget that very day.
u noe what im talking abt dont u? (referring to some someone or some people in particular. hee :)
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so i guess, 2008 taught me alot. i went thru HELL n HEAVEN u noe.
from a timid, clumsy fool, to a woman with confidence, thru my past years experience n with e help of some wonderful people around me (:
i met diferent kinds of people, with diff kinds of attitudes.
i went thru alot, but all that doesnt stop me from living life to e fullest.
shits do happen, but dat doesnt mean we have to layankan rite.
just dump it away lah! easy said.
u poeple can really talk n gossip about me coz i dont give a damn to those negative thoughts of yours.
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ANIHOOS. BELOW, I LEFT A NOTE FOR SOME OF MY LOVED ONES.
N IF U DONT C YR NAME OR PIC THERE, IM TERRIBLY SORRY,
I MIGHT HAVE LEFT U OUT BUT I STILL LOVE U!
HERE IT GOES!!!!
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DEAREST MUM,
i love u sooo very very much.
no matter what happens, u'll forever be my lovely-pretty mum.
mama, i noe that im a lil bit NAUGHTY, plz plz forgive me mum.
N THANKS FOR BEING MUCH2 MORE UNDERSTANDING this time round.
i really love u mum, n i miss u staying with me in this house. its been 2 years plus since u left us.
aniways take good care of ayah n khalish!
n mum, u can count on me!
i ❤ u mum.
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DEAREST DAD
i love u too! althou i don really tell u how much u mean to me, u shud noe dat ull always be e man i love. ure really supportive. much more suportive than mum lah. n i promise this time round ill never let mama n u down. ill study reaaallll hard. i noe i've been fooling around but not this time.
thanks for everything dad. yr patience is much appreciated :)
i ❤ u dad.
DEAREST NENEK.(i dont have her recent photos in my phone. but i do have her photos lah, just that i need my scanner, so very leceh kan.)
nenek, thank u soo much for pampering me. i love u alot, really. i noe i noe, im very very naughty rite? haha. yr cucu wat nek. thank u sooo v v much for those things u bought for me. ure e one hu's been saving me wen im nearly broke. nenek, u can count on me too nek. once ive got my stable job after poly, u need not work anymore. u can count on me alrite nek.
i ❤ u nenek.
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DEAREST BROTHER
ZHARFAN! U GEMOK-HANDSOME BOY.
biler nak kurus da?? u primary 5 u noe, but u ure 9KG HEAVIER THAN ME! zharfan2 go on diet lah. im 7 years older den u leh, dun noti2 hor. if not my tandok naek, n ill start wacking u pulak. im HOT-TEMPERED u noe.
aniways adek, all the best for yr studies, dont be lazy like me tau. study hard. ure aiming for BUKIT PANJANG GOVT HIGH EXP kan? i noe u can do it.
adek, i love both U N KHALISH EQUALLY u noe. n thanks for e wonderful massage just now. best!
i ❤ u adek.
DEAREST KHALISH RAYYAN
baby baby baby!
i loveeee u sooo v v much. i noe u dont even understand a single thing here. but den i just wanna thank u so much coz if it wasnt u whom distracted me from (e person below) i wud have gone crazy i guess. ure e most cuttest-handsome-st adorable baby ive ever met.
GROW UP TO BE ANAK YANG SOLEH TAU. jgn susahkan mama n ayah kay?
jgn jadi macam kakakmu!
i ❤ u khalish!
DEAREST EX-BF.hello there. happy new year to u.2008, a memorable year indeed.i wish u all e best for 2009 n also for e rest ofthe year.u left a mark in my heart. u really did.i really hope that ull succed in life n make it to university.n i wish u all the best for life.im glad that ure happy now. maybe we're just not meant to be together.aniways, friends forever eh kite. do keep in touch thou. n da nak 18 kepe bang? da besar da anak mak!take care kay noqman. dun forget ... .... ..... (u shud noe)
DEAREST HAYATI!thanks for being there for me thru those heart-breaking moments. u were always there to cheer me up, ull always there to camwhore w me, u were always there giving me hopes that he'll never leave me. but he really did! too bad yaya. anyhoos.i love u. n i miss going out w u. i miss my cute friend soo much!i hope ill c u soon in mdis. thats if i cant make it to poly :)I LOVE U YAYA!
DEAREST FATIN!thank u soo much for being there too!thou we are not in the same skl, i really hope this friendship of ours will last long.i miss u alot, really. that sentosa outing wasnt enuff, we shud go out more often eyy? meet up soon alrite babygirl? all the best for yr o levels results.I LOVE U FATIN!
AFIQ DEAREST!- my all time favourite guy friend! joker of e world, never failed to cheer me up during my EMO MOMENTS. fiq, all the best for yr future undertakings. i really hope ull find yr soulmate soon. ure e best guy friend ive ever had! no kidding.. SUFYAN DEAREST- stay sachok always. haha. thx for being there too eyy. ingat tak dat time pat msn? aku tanye ko pasal ... thank u so much for everything yan. ko pun pelawak jugak. all the best for yr future undertakings too! .SYAFIQ DEAREST- all e best for yr future undertakings. yr hair now very very nice. really. 
SYAH DEARESTSyah, i was so shock upon hearing e news abt u involved in the accident. i really hope that ull get well soon! thx for being there too yea. thanks for caring alot althou we seldom c one another. i really3 hope that ull get well soon. uve been there for me all these years syah. thank u once again :) n ure one of the bestest guy friend ive ever had too!.
FIRMAN DEAREST!6 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP man!!!all the best man. i really hope that ull last long with yr girl. anything, just beep, kite tinggal dekat je tau. .
one of e most memorable days in 2008
aku tau dulu aku tembam. say what u wanna say.n im happy dat i loose 5 freaking KG now n from a size L/M to a size S. :).
will always e my favourite boys!N HELMI DEAREST!- I MISS U ZOMBA.i miss yr jokes man! bile nak jumpe?
2007i miss my sec 3 n 4 classmates.
in fact, i miss REGENT sec
those memories........
friends. no matter wat, ure stii e best!
SYAIRAH DEAREST.
im lucky to meet her eventhou weve just known each other for like 3months. we're like sooo close mcm 30 years or more? haha. i can laugh my ass out wen im with this dear girl. n i really hope that ull be my SISTER-IN-LAW too dearest! wen are we going out again?
since zul is starting skl soon, Y DONT I DATE U OUT???
hehe. nas pun da nak skl kan..
so dear, all e best for o's result.
we'll meet soon alrite?
i hope that yr relationship with zul will last forever (:
ive got one awesome future sis in law.
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BABY'S FAMILY!
u noe dear, uve got an awesome family! really!
ive enjoyed every single moments n outings we had together.
they're really supportive eyy?
thank u so v v much for making me happy.
DEAREST CIK ASMAH N CIK MUSTAFA.
thank u soo much for those wonderful treats n outings
n cik asmah, thx for those cookings u did for me n my adek n im really sorry if i all those menyusahkan u.
yr cookings reminds me of mum.
n ill take good care of yr son, n ill never sia2kan dia. (:
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TO E REST, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
N I ❤ U PEOPLE!
thanks for making 2008 a memorable n wonderful year for me!
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OK END OF POST.
so here's e pictures from NEW YEAR'S EVE OUTING WITH BABY'S FAM!
fariz n adli was up there!
dear was supposed to take our picture together, yes, he did clicked the button n both of us did smiled to e camera but wen e results came, our faces turned into lights! nas" oh okay, takde hold hands ke, hug ke??"
nami" ok2 kite hold hands"
nami tried to grab nas hands but eventually, she grapped e rokok instead
so baby left a scar on my hand on this very night of new year's eve!
nope, not a love bite but a rokok bite!
DEAREST BOYFRIEND!
baby's family reached around 740!
he went up to my place to fetch me down. n at first, my hair dah okay, i was sooo gatal that i bukak it n da jadi haywire..n i dont wear rambot sample okayyy. i tied half of my hair btw. haha. ok. n so we headed to MR TEH TARIK at jurong west. had our dinner there. thanks cik asmah n cik mustafa for e treat once again! i had fish n chips and milo dinosaur. but too bad baby had to finish up those leftovers. n den after dinner, we headed to west coast park. ramaiiii orang. tell u wat, e journey itself was awesome. n i think i really BONDED well with nas family.(chey prasan lah namirah)
after west coast park, we headed to west coast mac n they sent me home.
eventhou it was just a short outing, im glad that for the very first time, ive spent m new year's eve withdear bf n his family too! this is really my first time.thanks mum n dad for letting me out yesterday.
u noe dear. im on e top of the world rite now. really. i bonded with yr mum e very first day i met her which ws in august till this very day. but ive always bn afraid of yr dad. todays like e bestest day coz yr dad actually talked to me! n i really had the courage to bebual with him too! omgosh! i felt sooo becok yesterday!. (:
good job namirah. good job!
e bestest part was wen baby's dad offered us, i mean me, my dad n zharfan along to port dickson this coming 24th. too bad, we're having bbq n zharfan's passport da nak mati. naseb dear's not going. ill cry man if he goes..
u noe, i did this post for 5 FREAKING HOURS. n i decided to stop at 6am in e morning. i went to bed coz my spine was hurting realll bad n i woke up at around 12 plus. so here i am continue-ing this post. now its 6pm in e afternoon. baru i want to publish.
N NOT FORGETTING TO MY DEAREST BF❤
i love u sooo v v much. thanks for treating me like one princess sesat. :) yr family's awesome. yr parents are great! n its because of u, i gained one good friend, i mean an awesome sis-in-law. thank u so much b. i love u sooo v v much. uve always been there for me.taking good care of me. never sia2kan me. n u accepted me for hu i am. i love u. n i really do. 2008, a very2 memorable indeed. u came back, n u treasure our relationship soo much.
u bought me to yr parents, u are willing to meet me a few times in a day, uve always apologised eventhou its my fault. ure willing to give in wen we're having problems. u were always there encouraging n supporting me all this while. i might get a bit bitchy sometimes, like ive said, those were just sentences of anger je. im sorry n thx for those gifts u bought for me. plz plz plz dont waste yr $$$ on buying stuffs for me dear. thank u so much for all th e love n care. 4 months, baby, 4 months. i love u from the bottom of my heart. (;
u noe, some people just cant c us together but lets not bother bout them. maybe they just cant accept reality. thats all .
baby, all the best for yr end of year project! n i really hope that ull make it to poly. i ❤ u dearest bf.
n oh, there was this strange encounter at west coast yesterday night. bf n i was walking somewhere, theres this bridge n the surroundings were all trees n flowers. i think its e nature reserve thingy. we were only quarter way in wen suddenly! e lampost beside me GOYANG by its own. MY GOSHHH! v v scary. there was absolutely nothing, not even a squirel climbing up. n i dunno y bile kite balek rumah, both our eyes macam sore. red colour gitu. naseb nari my one dah kurang (:
n im looking forward to e one day stay at east coast, ive got company this time round! yay yay! n i cud spend e whole night with u baby.bbq-ing, stargazing, talk things out. camwhore, enjoy e sea-breeze, cycling, night walks with u.
oh, i sooo cant wait.. 24th jan, plz plz cepat skit..
U, LOVE.
