finally.
after all these years.
after dating 10 different people. n having 2 serious EX really taught me alot.
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those failures i had just shows how immature i m.
not being able to control my emotions simply sucks back then.
those past relationships i had really helped me alot.
it results to who i m today n what ive become.
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u noe, people do make promises. but that doesnt mean they'll stick to it.
people do make mistakes in the past but dat doesnt mean their gonna repeat them again in future.
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people hum u think might b with u forever till e end of time, could leave u any moment, without warning. IT HAPPENED TO ME B4, N I REALLY2 HOPE IT'LL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
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the fear of bf leaving me, will always haunt me. THAT'S ONE FOBIA IM HAVING.
those past memories really hurts alot. really2 till this very day.
but for now, im all prepared for everything thats gonna come in our way.
so yea.
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today, baby teman me n bro to get his uniforms. i noe its kinda last minute. den we headed to sunshine to get his skl shoes n socks + stationaries n food. we ate rojak mama today! den baby helped me up in pasting those stickers with zharfan's name on his p5 skl books. tanx dear. n at around 5 plus. dear pun go home :)
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here are some pictures:
peace, no war.
muke stop it sia namirah
ok done.n after mahgrib, baby sanggup meet me again eventhou i said i was fine going to sunshine alone with zharfan. since baby insisted to join us, so yea, we meet again. bought zharfan's skl bag n den sat sumwhere to chit-chat n head home.n oh. babys parents asked me out tomorrow. for dinner n den to EAST COAST.i heard nak tengok bunga api ke ape. .my dad gave me a GREEN LIGHT, as usual but mum was really2 in a BAD MOOD just now wen i called her up. :( so i guess i'll have to pass. we'll c how k tomorrow. .
ive been ROTTING at home, taking care of this GEMOK brother of mine from e starting of his HOLS till now. ni lah susahnye klau mak kite dah tak tinggal same2 ngn kite lagi.. haish. i really2 hope ill get a spot at night safari. since ill be teaching both my cousins once again, i really feel that i dont need to keje mati-matian this time round. futhermore, i dont go for branded stuffs n all n i dun really need that much money for myself. .i only need some new cheap clothes from cotton on or bugis for poly next year.n i really find bugis a v v reasonable place to shop at. v v nice clothes n very very cheap indeed. .ngee ann poly tak abes2 kasi magazine to us.i find TEMASEK & REBUPLIC POLY got really2 interesting courses..n guess what. NGEE ANN N TEMASEK GOT THIS NEW COURSE WHICH IM INTERESTED IN!! "DIPLOMA IN PHYCHOLOGY & EARLY CHILDHOOD" my gosh!!! I WANT I WANT!phychology+childhood! 2 in 1 !.but my v v first choice WILL STILL BE TOURISM N HOSPITALITY COZ THE CAREER OPPORTUNITIES ARE:.FRONTLINE AND MANAGEMENT POSITIONS AT:- HOTEL, CLUBS AND RESORTS (for me, I DONT EVEN WISH TO MANAGE ANY CLUBS IN SINGAPORE. GAJI BESAR TAPI BUAT PE KAN.)
- CRUISE AND CONVENTION BUSINESSES
- EVENT MANAGEMENT COMPANIES
- FOOD AND BEVERAGE ESTABLISHMENTS
- LEISURE ATTRACTIONS
- NATIONAL TOURISM ORGANISATION
- TRAVEL BUSINESSES.
very2 interesting sey.ALL TAKEN IN ONE OF THOSE MAGAZINES I RECEIVED FROM TEMASEK POLY. when i get my butt into tourism, i swear that ill never sia2 kan my pelajaran. i wanna make sure that my parents n families can count on me wen i start my stable job. i wanna make sure that my parents will get enuff income from me every month wen i get my pay in future. i want to c e smile on my parents n grandma's face wen i hand them some cash so that they wont have to worry bout money matters. i wanna make sure i never SUSAHKAN my parents n grandma in future. and ALSO i want my parents n nenek to be really proud of me coz ive hampekan them with my o levels results last year.
but doesnt mean ive failed once, ill continue fail-ing rite? :)
ALL THE BEST FOR YR O'S RESULTS NAMIRAH.
BERDOALAH BANYAK2 YE NAK.
INSYA-ALLAH, ILL MAKE IT THIS TIME ROUND, AMIN.
n i didnt noticed that tomorrow marks e v v last day of 2008.
V V FAST INDEED (o_O)
U, LOVE.
