well.. hello there.
its 7.30am n im still awake!
i was having a wonderfull nap until around 5.30 g2. i felt like pee-ing.
soo i have to make my way to e loo b4 i wet my bed!
haha.
n guess wat, after doing eating my obat n stuffs, im still widely awake.
0_0
since there's nothingelse to do coz O LEVELS finally over, i went thru my previous2 nye post.
yea. from july 2007 till up to date.
i think i change alot this year itself. i felt as if i was so gemok mcm pig during my 17th birthday.
seriously. i didnt realise tau dulu. bile now, wen i look back at thos pictures, i den realised how ugly i was. ugly-fat namirah.
hee. o:
here are some pics taken early this year:
FEBRUARY 2008.
APRIL 2008
MAY 2008
JUNE 2008
JULY 2008
currentlyNOV 08 :) 
can u guys c e diff? aiya. n i loveeeeeee taking photos of myself(syiok sendiri la katekan) in april eversince i got myself a new laptop. hahax. i didnt noe i was dat JIWANG early this year. i do laugh at my pictures too thou. it shows how silly i was to post soooo many pics of myself.
GILE punye namirah.
naseb skrang tak gitu eh.
can u guys c e difference?
from feb-nov this year? in just 9 months plus gitu.
my weight was okay2 in feb gitu. but i think around april, my selera makan naek to e EXTREME level. haha. idk y. n by e time wen my bday arrived, i didnt have time to go on diet. so i was like a fat pig pn my birthday. not really fat la. but i remmbered afiq tegor me n said. 'nam ko da MAMPAT eh'
wah.. suay sia i hear.
july gitu i started to loose weight bit by bit. coz SOMEONE left me. so i was depressed n so on. but sumhow, hayati cheered me up n i tend to eat alot in order to DE-STRESS myself.
n so i remained tembam. not really dat tembam. its not consistant la.
sometimes we tend to eat alot whenever im stressed or something.
aniways....
around august gitu,
love stepped back into my life.
that was wen i decided to loose weight.
idk y.
hee.
puasa was e best part la.
i think i weight 48kg gitu. but!
wen it comes to raya. omg.
everything goes down e drain . sad sia.
n o levels period lagik! alamak. tak boleh angkat.....
haha.
naseb i sick now. i tend to loose alot of weight wen im sick coz i dont really eat..
im happy w e way i m now. im trying to loose weight slooooowly...
n y is this weight issue's bothering me?
haiyo.
im glad dat love accepts me for hu i m.
u noe, wen i look into e mirror each n evry time,
i'll always thank allah for creating me dengan sepenuh sifat.
u noe, im glad dat i have evrything...
b greateful to wat we have now..
haha. mcm paham namirah.
but seriously, i'll always complain to dear dat i have sepet eyes n i have to like wear eyeliner to make it look bigger or i have to besarkan my mate each time i smile.
on e other hand,
i felt tak baek doing so coz with this sepet eyes of mine, i can c everything in this world!
e wonderful people around me, e tress, e birds, e planes, colours n etc.
u noe.
life is soooo wonderful if u really understand wats happening around u.
so go w e flow people. life is full of suprises, really.
i really thot dat i was gonna b w my ex till e rest of my life. n look hu i end up w? nasri baby. wat mum said was true.'secondary skl love story wont really have a happy ending.'
we have to accept e fact that we're still young n immature.
im happy for those friends hu r still holding strong w thier secondary skl lovers. actually tak banyak only 2 or 3 la.
haishh.
i dun wanna think back bout my past actually. love doesnt like it either. whatever happened in e past were just bitter-sweet experience.
nowadays, i kepale angin man.
idk y.
kesian syg. dia jadi sasaran. sometimes, weneva he ckp skit je, it will remind me of e past n ill start to spout nonsense n marah2. abeh, da lame2 baru sedar.
wth kan?
maybe i FOBIA alreadi.
i just dun wan to experience e pain ive gone thru last time.
so baby, plz forgive me n thx for enduring.
i love u.
okay. i gtg. i ngantok alreadi.
n its like 845am now.
later e more i blog, e more i talk merepek.
good morning people!
U, LOVE.
