tis was taken yesterday night.muke saket.
guess wat people???
ive got NOSE N LUNGs infection.
scary uhh?
im all wrapped up in my blankie n jacket.
im still shivering eventhou all e windows are shut n no fans turned on.
serious shit.
i hate this part of myself. y must i hav to fall sick after 0'S...
grandma came, n shes cooking for me bubur.
thats all i can eat for this few days. something light.
im down w flu, fever.
n this whole year, i haven been to e doctor's yet.
if i saket like slight running nose, ill just have panadol cold n kasi dia baek on its own.
by doing so, doctor told me dat my lungs kene infection.
thats y i have difficulties in breathing..
wenever i TALK, LAUGH, COUGH N SNEEZE.
it seriously aches like hell.
i cant really sleep well at night.
note to ALL: so people, if ure nt feeling well, plz pay a visit to e doctor b4 its too late.
U MIGHT NEVER NOE, COZ E SLIGHTEST SICKNESS CAN LEAD TO A MAJOR ONE LIKE MINE...
total number of obats i get: 5
total $ charged: $45
i dpt discount coz doctor sangat2 baek: $9
n so i have to pay: $36
mcm2 obat i have to eat. shittsssss.
n i cant stop shivering la. irritating to e extreme!
my heads really spinning like MERRY-GO-ROUND.
doctor said i need an X-RAY n INHALER if things remains e same in 2, 3 days time..
omg
im sooo takot.
so ppl hu wanna date me out, u have to put it ON HOLD alrite?
i hve to stay at home for these few days..
nose n lungs infection seyyy.
u noe, ive got so many plans for e weekends. but i hve to cancel it all due to this sickness. rite at this very moment, doctor told me to have light food only.
this means, i can go on diet la!
haha.
sick=tak selera nak makan
tak selera nak makan=boleh kurus!
yippee...
at least ade advantage tau kalau saket. nntibadan susot. cnferm nye!
didnt i told u i saw AFIQ n SUFYAN on tuesday.
n RAIHANA called yesterday.
i saw afiq after sci paper, den yan walked pass me at night but i didnt noticed till dear tegor me n den i turned i shout out 'yan's' name. been ages since i talked to him.
yan,fiq,rai. budak2 poly.
so happy for them.
i hope its my turn next year.
if i cant make it during my secondary skl years.
i wanna do my best in poly/wherever my results can take me to.
i dun wanna end up in ite, seriously.
its really heart-breaking if i dun make it tis time.
i had gone thru alot this year.
alot alot.
let me ask u this.
IF I were to DIE ONE DAY.
will u even remmber me?
question ni terbuke untok semue.. =]
cz i really2 feel like dying now.
i cn hardly breathe nw.
haish. for e past few days. ive been thinking bout this. i just dunno y. shit.
n this sickeness is killing me man. mood swing macam ape sey. gerammmmmmmmmm.
okay ive gotta catch my breath nw.
ok bb.
i love u dear..
tolonggg jgn fikir mcm gitu lagik plz.
my heart makin saket u noe =(
U, LOVE.
