i LOVE U
im still awake.
4.15 am. yes. i haven been sleeping.. cnferm plus chop tmrw ill wake up at 11 plus n thats noooo good. but wat can i do? this stubborn eyes of mine cant even shut them up althou its 4 pluss in e morning. its alrite. ill surely sleep after solat subuh.
okay.
syg is on his way home right now. tadi pukol 2 gitu dia jumpe sahabats dia after 2 hours of bergantong. n guess wat. i didnt get to call out n message syg e minute after we hang up la. at first i tot my prepaid da EXPIRED. den pk pk tekopak duit aku nak beli prepaid baru. nombor baru. alamak lecehnye. but but but. tibe2. da boleh pakai. i tink thers somthing wrong w M1's connection or something. ntala. haha. n guess wat???????????
ive finally deleted allllll my messages in my INBOX!
haha. i only simpan those wishes i got from my friends during my bday n hari raya. e rest yg ade 988 messages DA ERASED! haha. so no more messages from JANUARY 2007. haha. da kosong da. very e leceh u noe weneva someone message me oni nnti dia letak
"message full, plz delete yr inbox"
alamak. da la my hp klau telanggar skit je off. haa. kadang2 sayang syiok sendiri eh bbual pat telephone haha. padan i da kemane2 da. aiya. nari aje it happened 3 ke 4 times. haha. nga bbual syiok2, tibe2 putus. n wen syg called back, he said
"sayang, i bbual sendiri tau daritadi"
hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah!
kesian. syg kan gitu. haha. oh wells. i cant wait for next weeks outing to GEYLANG w mother-in-law sey. mother in law kepe syg? prasan eh. haha. w sayang's MUM N BROTHERS. wohoo! i cant wait to find my baju kurong! seriously. i cant wait. i cant wait!
syg,u realise tak. u never failed to call me evry single night kan? how romantic. i noe i cannot bbual manje. tapi i sarcastic boleh kan kan kan? i gurau je tau syg.. haha.
u noe wat syg.
ive just realised dat u love me sooo much. n i realli2 can c dat dari dulu la syg. its just a matter to trust wat ive seen n feel. u noe, after wat happened to me, its just so difficult to gain those trust i had for guys la. its realli2 hard. but i can c dat your love is sincere enuff syg. n im glad that there are ppl around hu still loves me. i love u syg. n day by day, i feel dat this love of mine for u is getting greater. i just love e way u make me feel so comfortable. syg i serously think dat ure way too good for me. n sometimes i really feel dat u deserve someone better. i noe ure gonna b mad bout wat ive just said. sorry.
uve always said dat u wont leave me.
this is love syg. i did told u upteen times. e person we're with nw might not b with us in future. so we shud appreciate one another for as long as we cud. nobody noes how well he had treated me from e very first day. never had he made me angry la. oni me aje :) haha. tkdela. itu i TESTING. haha. seems dat he passed e test lorr. i did tested him a few times la. tengok TAHAP KESABARAN dia sampai mane. alhamdullillah. nasri ni orangnye penyabar dan lembut sekali. LEMBUT AS IN VERY SOFT-HEARTED NOT E LEMBOT BAPOK. my syg is straight okay. n he's hot :)
my syg had given me his fullest attention. n sumtimes i realli think i dont deserve it la. seriously. he's just e sweetest guy ive ever met. v v sweet. no words can really describe him. quuickly im learning to love again, n its all bcz of him. klau tak kerane dia, i dun tink ill b moving on. i dun tink i can do maths now.i dun tink dat i cud memorise my physics formula's n geography's important points.
syg. u had done so much for me. soo soo much. just to make me happy. to make me realise dat its no use thinking bout e past n so on. uve respected evry single decision ive made. uve always love me e way i m no matter how sarcastic i cud b at certain times. n ull always hold me tight weneva THERS A GROUP OF MAT-REPS WALKING PASS US. :) i love u so much syg. yr love is just so great syg.
n i asked him just now,
"mia: u. birthday u nak ape?"
"nasri: i just want you. i just wan to spend that special day with you. just you"
omg! omg! omg! sweet kan?????
dont worry. ive got it all planned. e day b4 n on yr birthday itself syg.
n time for me to save up. around 2 more months till yr 18th birthday baby! omgosh! im so excited. mcm birthday i gitu eh? i tompang gembira la kay. haha. i pun nak cepat2 18 den boleh amek lesen KERETA! WOOOOHHHOOOOO!
haha.
okay2. i hav to go sahur. i cant wait for tmrw. dalam banyak2 budak melayu 4-6. yang cnferm pegi cume ATIN ME N AFIQ. wahhhhh sedih!
haha.
i sahur first ppl.
SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!!!
U, LOVE.
