OU GOSH..
mcm tak percaye gitu nari last day puasa.
n besok HARI RAYA!
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our 1ST MONTHSARY!
too bad dear. i cant b w u on this very special day. sad.
no worries, we'll meet some other days orite?
ily dear.
sorry bout yesterdays post. i noe there were spelling mistakes here n there. grammar ke vocab ke. sorry la. neva check. hehe. da penat sangat.
im glad dat my room's finally done n today=rest day.
i havnt been studying for e past 2 days. alamak. tension sey. haha.
ill break-fast at nek jah's place. den off to nek esah's hse n den to mum's.
besok raya, those past memories i had is running thru my brain rite now. seriously ive went thru alot. alot alot. alot alot alot. haha. yea. only dear noes how much pain ive gone thru this year. sometimes, i feel like tearing wen i think bout them but hey, look on e brighter side of life namirah, evrythings over now. no point crying over spilled milk kan. things are getting better in time. seriously. i miss those secondary school days i had w my friends. those mischevious times, immature times. haha. cant believe dat im 17 rite now.
aku hanyalah insan biasa. Ku tak luput dari dosa. tetapi segalanya yg telah berlaku sepanjang hidup ini, ada hikmahnya. tidak kiralah baik atau buruk. segala-galanya yg telah berlaku adalah cabaran di dunia ini. its up to me to handle it or just to give up like dat. wateva happened in e past, will always remain in my heart. those periods wherby i had to go thru alot2 of challenges in life. those were the days wherby i feel like giving up n just go far far away from where i m now. but today, im gratefull dat those tings didnt stop me from living my life to e fullest. im thankful to have wonderfull people around me. people hu kept me stronger, hu told me not to give up. hu motivates me to b a better person. those people hu's always there for me thru my thick n thin. hum noes every dirty lil secret i have. those people hum accepted me for hu i m now. im namirah n ill never change for u but only for myself. for my own good.
ya allah.
ampunkanlah segala dosaku.
ku mohon kepadamu ya allah.
i love being myself nowadays compared to last time. dulu, i have no confidence at all la. i was those selenge type, those belo girls. haha. but rite now, after goin thru alot for e past 17 years n being able to pick myself up all by my own but w e help of some ppl, i feel soo greatfull an honoured la. coz im still here. standing strong, aint giving up in wateva i do.
thank u all for those helps n advices. thank u allah coz to u, i seek for forgiveness n membantu aku ke jalan yg lurus. alhamdulillah, finally. IM BACK ON E RIGHT PATH. (:
to people out there hu are facing problems. tak kire MAJOR ke minor. problems will always be problems. wen i was young, i tend to complain. but sooner or later, ive found out that problems will keep on pilling in yr life. im sure we cant run away from it no matter how much we've tried. just treat our problems at part of our life. treat those problems as challenges that will NEVER BRING US DOWN. never ever. this are just tests from allah. we hav to face it.
i noe i talk alot. but this is just how i feel la.
sorry.
.ILY.
yay yay! besok kite nye 1st monthsary!
we is e next time kite nak jumpe sayang oi.
rindu sangat alreadi.
:(
take gd care of yrself alrite dear bf.
i love u so v v much.
n thx to u,
im feeling sooo much better right now.
ily boyfriend
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ok.
time tenga blog tadi. i went to my blog for a while.
den i found out bout this:
MASOHMAS: anw, i need a favour frm you, boleh? provided you have the time to blog about it. i need diff ppl's opinion on this silly judgement 'all girls/guys are the same'
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MASOHMAS: as in terms of r/s, when breakup smetimes ppl say, "alah lelaki semua same" & vice versa. i just wanna know your view but if cant, its okay tho.
haha. of coz i can help u la.
n this post pat bawa is specially for MASOHMAS!
u noe dear. diff ppl ade diff opinion. some of them might believe in this 'silly judgment' dat uve just told me while some just dun bother la. it depends on our own individualities.(sorry klau salah spelling) :D as i was saying. its up to u to believe in this la.
EVERYONE is different dear.EVERYONE. we hav our own diff personality which others doesnt. there's always something diff in us compared to others out there...
both laki n perempuan is two diff issues. girls will forever b girls n boys will forever b boys.
we arent e same mcm lelaki n lelaki tak same mcm kite. laen orang LAEN MINDSET.
it just depends on our own personality la.
u noe mas, there was once wen i did hav that thot "LAKI SEMUE SAME" tingy. after e break-up w my ex-bf la. to me kan dat time. laki semue tak gune. semue same je sakitkan hati POMPAN.
BUT BUT BUT.
after some time, i took back my words. seriously. i took back evry single one of them. coz i realised. not all guys are e same. not all, really. same goes for pompan. u noe, not all girls are those bitchy, flirty ones. not all guys yg bastard, idiotic ones. haha. sorry to say this la. but its true. u noe. it can take only ONE PERSON to change that mindset of yours. for my case, nasri, helped me alot thru all this. alot alot. seriously.
like ive told u. everyone's diff. just dont bother bout what ppl say orite?
chey. maseh ade banyak lagik nk bebual. tapi ive gtg. ill continue tonight alrite.
stay tuned.
U, LOVE.
