hello there..ive been v v busy for e past few days.
biasela kate nk raye kn.
sunday
was a v v long day sey.
i only had 4 hours of sleep, woke up at 9 plus, bathed n start cleaning those windows in my house. i managed to complete my dad's room, kitchen n living room.
den, i sambong, kemas my room pulak
tapi tapi, i must stop halfway cz i had to tuition my cousin.
went to uncles house, den to mums place for a while,
headed home.
n dad fetched baby from his crib.
n sent us to gombak for buke.
sweet ke pe dad?
den, after buke. we sat dekat atas bukit for an hour.
talked, laughed, star-gaze for a while cz there wasnt many stars yesterday n baby gave me a looong massage.
best la kene urot!
my bones were aching. plus my neck too.
ouch!
den around 9 plus g2, we made a move n head home :)
as for
monday
which is today,
i woke up at 12 coz i slept oni after sahur which was around 6 gitu.
DAILY ROUTINE PEE.
woke up,
tak mandi tk ape tros bukak LANGSIR.
seriously, my first time panjat2 untok bukak langsir cz dad wasnt at home just now.
takkan nk rely on dia je kan??
im 17 alredi. im supposed to do all this on my own..
da bukak langsir, i cuci tingkap, kemas my shelfs n almari, pakai feather duster sampai sneeze non-stop, VACUUM satu bilik lap sane sini. pasang cadar.
da bes!!!!!
haha. dad insisted to mop my room for me, so yayness den den den. da mandi semue, dad told me to pasang langsir. my first time sey.
its easy la actually.n yeah. so here i m blogging. blogging=hobby.
great2. tommorow's e last day of puasa. n it means dat nenekjah is gonna cook a FEAST man! seriously.. mlm raye will always b e best. nenek da masak best2 n all my other 3 uncles will buy or order some other foods sey n we'll usually sit pat bawah n bentang kain n our food is like e whole strech of neneks hall lah. best ke pe?
okay dah, nga puasa bual sal makanan. buat perot grumble pulak.
now dat hari raya's in 2 days time,
im not sure wat to do w my hair.
shud i buy those CURLERS?
or
shud i cut bangs?
or
shud i cut my hair short?
hmm. i really feel like buying those curlers man! since dat my pay's gonna come on first day of raya, y not i use my skl money to buy dulu? hmmm.. shud i? or shud not?
cheyyy.
i dunno sey. seriously.
ill b wearing baju kebaye but e jarang kind wherby i hav to wear something inside. n i dun really noe what colour it is la.i mean my baju. its like peach2, brown, gold2. ntalah. haha.
ill b wearing my white PROM SHOES, black accessories n mum, CARLO-RINO handbag.
hehe.
so basically, this this year raya, i didnt shop much la. only baju kurong, necklace,earings n bangle. tu je.
my accessories tk sampai 20 bucks 0.0
save save la this year kn.
jgn boross.
chey.
im still thinking la. shud i buy ke tak ehh dat curler.. damn damn damn..
0.0
or shud i just curl my whole hair pat kedai.??
but i HATE last minute plan. mesti tak jadik. conferm plus choppp.
okay da. forget it.
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as i was cleaning my almari, i came across a photo album of mine. it was my own. it contains those pics w ex-bf n my friends. plus those movies tickets n others. i kinda sucks looking at those great times i had w them coz it brought me to tears la.
those secondary school days. our maturing years. how sad. those times passed to fast.
i miss everyone so much
SUPPOSINGLY, today,buke w some of them but as usual, most of them cudnt make it. sedih.so cancel la.
look at his dimple!
not fair. i feel like taking it away from him but i CANT!
haish. nvm.
i had a longg talk w dear yesterday night. every night in fact. but yesterday was a bit diff.
dear told me something which i myself didnt realise. he told me those good stuffs actually. it was e most touching ting la. coz, he really observed me from e very first day he noes me. its like, i myself tak prasan but he did. n he's e first person hu told me those stuffs ysterday.
i nearly teared wen i heard those words from u. even my parents dont said those tings to me. i rase gratefull la sangat.
eventually i didnt cry coz i was having ICE CREAM in e middle of e nite yesterday. so it kinda distract me la. but dear, evry single word u said mean sooo much to me. ure e very first one hu NOTICED those sacrifices i made thruout my 17 years living in this world.thx dear. ily.
haha.
ive told dear every single thing. every single ting dat had happened to me for e past 17 years. not even a single secret kept. n dear always told me dat im a v v strong person.
ye ke? i guess so. despite those problems ive faced since i was young, i never fail to put a smile on my face everywher i go.
not only dat. theres still alot. u ppl dunno abt me. ALOT2. how i was treated wen i was still young, bout my family, n more la. u people just dun noe me yet. so dont judge me alrite?
ive gone thru quite alot this year. n at e same time, ive realised alot of things too. n thanks to dear. im always looking at things positively now. whateva dear said semue da COMPUTERISED DALAM OTAK.
sometimes wen i console my parents or friends, those tings that uve adviced me, it'll keluar by itself u noe. now i really think i sound a bit like nasri alredi.. but its a good ting u noe. its good coz it changes me into a better person.
baby.thanks alot for everything.
not only for yr love, care n attention. but also for those advices, usefull advices uve given me from e very beginning. uve changed me into a better person. i cud tink WIESELY now.
ive realised dat ive changed alot. apart from being sarcastic n GILA2 at certain times, im a better person now. i tend to give n take. not bearing any grudges w anyone n other stuffs like dat.
my mindset now is, -klau bende tu da terjadi, tak guna kite menyesal.bende da terjadi kan. bersaba je la.
n those past exprerience ive gone thru, its just events which took place were for me to learn from it n NOT TO REPEAT IT IN FUTURE. ni semue pengajaran dalam hidup kite. semue kesusahan yg kite lalui ade HIKMAHNYE.
hidup kite ini, penuh dengan cabaran dan masalah. there's no way we cud run away from them. we have to face e reality people. n B THANKFULL FOR WHAT WE'VE GOT FOR NOW.
coz. klau kite think that kite ni susah, fikir balek. THERES STILL ALOT THERE YG LAGI SUSAH DARIPADE KITE.
bersyukurlah dengan ape ug kite ade sekarang ni.
thank u love.
thank u for being able to c hu i m deep inside.
there's alot more to say. but im really2 v v exhausted. i need some rest seriously.
bb.
U, LOVE.
