went to mum's place today.hayati tagged along too. baby-bro wasnt feeling well n he had to pay a visit to e doctor.. upon reaching, i discovered somthing shocking. ther was tis poster bout different kinds of illness n sickness. (same kan tu) haha. yea.
i was reading thru them while waiting for brother's turn. then i came across this sickness, HIGH BLOOD SUGAR OR HIGH SUGAR PRESSURE. e symtoms r like so similar to wat im feeling right now. MAYBE im in e early stage. yea. mayb.
ive been feeling nauseous, giddy, evrywher i go. at first i thought i was to stress n lack of sleep. dat cud b E REASON la. den tis poster realli takotkan me lor. but ther are like 10 other symtoms of having tis high blood sugar. or high sugar pressure thing. im liike having one or two of them ONLY..
upon knowing dat, i texted noqman a few hours later, n told him not 2 worry about me .n alert him bout tis tingy.
n guess wat he said. he told me to go for a check-up. aww, how caring. hees.
haha. den i was like saying. 'ohh its okaay la coz blahhh222 ..........................'
he replied " Hais. i frm last time tel u alrdy jgn mkn gula2 byk2."
I NOE. IVE BEEN EATING SWEETS LIKE FOR HOW LONG. DA JADIK HABBIT!
den i was like. i noe. m i going to die soon?
he replied" No. jgn mkn byk gula2 lagi. u eat too much sweets 4 a normal human."
N I TOTALLY AGREE W WAT HE WAS SAYING.GULA2 LAEN. SWEET DRINKS LAEN.
n so our conversation continued....
i dun wan to die early! seriously. i still wanna go POLY. den further studies, werk, support my parents n siblings, simpan duit, get married, hav babies, take good care of my children n fully educate them in order not to b like ME in FUTURE. yea.
but e most important ting i wanna fulfil b4 anithing happens to me is to REPAY e kindness dat my loved ones gave to me. my parents, grandparents, uncles n aunties. they realli pamper me w lots of stuffs. n im sure gonna repay back those kindness dengan berkat doa n mayb bantu dorang wen they r old.
n after o's, im gonna like find a better job WITH better PAY. in order for me to like share them w my parents n grandparents n not to forget my two little brothers. :) B4 ITS TOO LATE.
okay. n y e hell m i thinking of death so soon? im just trying to play safe. okay. from tommorow onwars, im so gonna cut down my intake of SUGAR.
- drink more plain water
- cut down on sweets
- buy SUGAR-FREE SWEETS
- drink more milk
- eat vegtables n fruits
yea. lead a healthy lifestyle b4 i get those sickness. its never too late u noe. so i better start now. :)
okay. i miss noqman so so much. todays e 14th alredi. tmrw will b 15th, n its our 3 years anni since e first day i knew MUHD. NOQMAN exist in REGENT SEC. haha. 15.08.05. SINCE 2005 U NOE. while playing COUNTER STRIKE SUMORE.
haha
i love CS. it reminds me of u.
i miss u
U, LOVE.
