its gonna b a bloody hell long post i guess? ill try my very best to cut them short.
lazy to read jus scroll down e n njoy e pics at DONUT FACTORY!
OKAY TAK?
I TINK I SHUD CHANGE MY IMAGE N LOOK MORE BUROK N NERDY.
SO DAT PPL AT FRIENDSTER WONT START ASKING ME FOR MY MSN N MY FREAKING HP NUMBER. OH GOSH.
DOESNT MEAN IM SINGLE , IM AVAILABLE..
PLZ..
im SO NOT OKAY
n im not in e mood to like entertain others.
im so fed-up.
okay. beware long2 post.
only for ppl hu r like intrested.
b4 dat. CHECK OUT AmirahDORY'S bloggie.
I WAS LIKE MENTIONED 3 TIMES.
n amirah tinks dat im E SEXIEST PERSON IN E WORLD TO A CERTAIN EXTENT.
cool kan?
okay. enuff bout those happy moments. yes i noe ppl. ive not been posting bout him lately.eventhou it hurts so much. ive been keeping evrything to myself. ppl might wonder. y e hell nami;s so calm tis time round. ppl, im SOOO not calm deep down inside. im jus PRETENDING. i noe all my close friends were suprised wen they got to noe bout tis.
its like they wished me for a LONG-LASTING RELATIONSHIP w him. but tak sampai a MONTH after tey wished me, we had go on our seperate ways.
today: e 18th day since i last met him.
n e 11th day tak nampak batang idong dia pon.
"berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namum KAU MASIH MEMBISU"
TAKEN FROM A SONG.
same situation la. seriously.
no matter HOW MUCH I SAID.
e oni ting dat he will say was "IM SORRY"
i noe dat i shud appreciate them eventhou its a sorry. writting this post wont change anything u c. ppl had been asking around. LIKE nami, r u okay. nami, r u tis r u dat.
my friends are all so concern about me. n thank u u guys. i jus dun wan u to worry bout me dats all.
for nearly 3 years we had been together. just 3 more days to our 3 YEARS SINCE WE FIRST MET. on e 15TH AUGUST? hav u forgotten dat very day? dat very2 day which TOTALLY CHANGES our lives?
i noe im being OVERPROTECTED. OVER-REACTING. but seriously, ive asked ppl around. girls esp. even adults in particular. they like totally feel e same way like i did e other day. all 10 gav me e same answer.
ive been trying my veri2 best to change. to meet u for once a week. not to disturb u wen ure bz r maen game. but jus one simple sentence i said e other day, after being neglected by u, u asked for a break-up?
im sorry. ppl around had been asking wats goin on between u n me. so its time for me to reveal.
im being fair enuff. to say dat im over-reacting.
SERIOUSLY.
i asked him whether he had sumone-else till he realli had no time for me after all e sacrifises i made.
im sucha BITCH. ive been behaving like dat since last time. OVER-PROTECTIVE.
but dats bcz i love u. n i dun wanna loose u.
okay da.
meeting u once a week is seriously not enuff.
but i just kept shut.
not being able to sms n talk to u on msn is not easy.
so i did sacrifised alot..without complain till dat very2 day.
i realli felt dat u took tings for granted. e more i never layan u for YR own good. e more u never layan me
i noe its childish all tis layan2 ting.but put yrself in my smelly shoes.
dun u even missed me?
coz i missed u alot. i cried evry night. i miss u too much alreadi. too much.
TIS IS E WORST BREAK-UP AFTER ALL.
cz for e past years. i still got e chance to c u in skool.
mayb.
im not smart enuff.
i didnt even qualify for a poly.
n i dun hav e idea of wat a poly life means.
n how stress u people are.
yr circle of friends..
like ive said. giv me sum time.i tink ive been veri2 good to like not complain even if i cn only meet u for once a week.
n hu's idea was it, IT WAS MINE.
n hav i been complaining wen u wanna maen game or do yr hmwrks.
no i didnt.
u noe.
ive gone thru alot w u. so so much.
n its so unbearable for u to leave me just like dat. at this point of time wherby i dun nid anymore problems to conquer my brain cells coz i nid to b like 100 PERCENT focus on O levels.
yeah. u said ull giv me time.
but wat e heck happened to u?
u noe wat.
i seriously miss u alot.
i missed evrything bout u. yr voice, yr smile, yr jokes, yr hug, evrything bout u.
i realli miss u alot2.
U, LOVE.
