how i wished im forever a baby.
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very suci dan tk berdosa..
okay. slamat petang semue.
ive just finished watching MOHABBATIEN. klau yg tau cite tu sedih kan? klau tak tau, mohabbatien tu cite hindustan. mohabbat means LOVE. so crite ni pasal LOVE.
ive learnt alot from this story. n it gave me e strength to move on. its realli hard in e first place but having mohabbatien n nasri n hayati around to encourage n help me out w tis situation, i feel soo much better. here are some phares taken from e love story.
"HE SHUD LOVE U THE WAY U ARE AND NOT FOR WHAT HE WANTS U TO BE"
"IF SUMONE TRIES TO CHANGE U, THEN ITS NOT LOVE BUT A COMPROMISE"
"LIFE IS ABOUT GIVING N RECEIVING LOVE"
okay. ther are like more meaningful phrases. but this is all i hav to say. now den i noe.. i hav to b myself. i will never change. namirah will always b namirah.
U LOVE ME FOR HU I M N NOT FOR WHAT I M. i will forever b e namirah u noe since e very first day we met.
semalam.. in fact nearly evryday ive always looked out of e window, hoping to c u somewhere sumhow. but no. i missed u soo much till i hate myself. i hate myself for loving u. i hate myself for putting all my hopes on u n nobodyelse wen u told me not too. i noe u were goin to leave me one day. i knew it, but i didnt expect it to b tis early.its okay.
i nearly cried yesterday while studyin bcz of u noq. but Nas decided to kol me n cheer me up, my motivator. kite bbual panjang leeebbbbaaarrrrr. sampai 5 ke 6 jam. haiyo.. haha. nas nas.okay. ther were so many tings i didnt noe. so many tings i need to noe. n soo many things dat he NEEDED to noe too. ive never expected evry single ting which came out from his mouth seriously.
nas,nas, nas... n e most touching part was wen he said, " NAMIRAH EVEN IF U N NOQMAN PATCH BALIK OR APE, REMMBER DAT ILL ALWAYS B THERE FOR U. IF URE HAVING PROBLEMS KE, SEDIH KE JUST PROMISE ME DAT ULL SHARE IT W ME COZ ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U. n also nas had never stop saying dat he wanted me to b happy. coz wen im happy, he'll b happy too.
omg.omg.omg. NAS, uve never change. ure still e same old nas i knew b4 n will forever b. thank u sooo very much for all e encouragements n u realli talked some sense to me yesterday morning. :)
i didnt noe dat all these while wen im happily enjoying my life w noqman, ther was sumone i left heartbroken n till tis very day,eversince know him, he never had a gf for himself. i didnt noe y. n i realli tot he was lying at first coz looking at his pictures nowadays, e change of image, e new hairstyle, i realli thot dat he was happy w sumonelse. but i was all wrong about it. n its all bcz of me. i lead him into tis situation. sorry nas.
n i only knew it semalam. he poured out his whole feelings to me. trying his very best not to make me cry in e end he himself end up crying. gosh nami. wat hav u done??like ive said, after noqman left me, ive got no intention to b w someonelse. dats bcz ive lost e trust i had in evry single guy i noe. seriously. im not alone in tis situation, ppl here n ther are having love problems too. n im glad dat thers sum ppl hu's never ending, supporting me :)
its just e way we're handling it determines our future. n its all up to us to realli move on or stay put. tis is a shoutout to all girls out there hu r having love problems w thier ex's.
i noe my ex pretty well i guess. i noe dat he'll never come back to me. never, ive just got tis feeling. not onli dat, he himself told me dat he dun ever wan to talk about tis.
I SERIOUSLY DUN WAN SUMONE WHOM I LOVE E MOST HURTING ME IN E END EVER AGAIN. N I REALLI DUN WAN TO HURT ANYONES FEELINGS TOO.
so give me some time to tink. to pick up myself from wher i fall.to understand wat love is. n to realli appreciate e ones hum had secretly love me from e very beggining. thank u.
thank u so much for yr concern nas. thank u so very very much. ive heard bout tis saying wherby 'e ppl hu'm u intend to ignore n neglet will b e one hu'll always B there for u wen u nid help in any ways. '
nas my friend, giv me some time to tink. i noe uve always respected all my decision. n yesterday, ive respected yrs. thank u for believing in me. thank u for all yr engouragement n thank u for making me cry yesterday sampai demam nari. haha. n thank u for excepting me for who i m now....
thank u :]
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