colour my life please?
are u happy dat ive'd moved on? coz its all dat u wanted all this while kan?
i still cant get over yesterday. never had i expect that this very day will come. its my first time la katekan.. e feeling from e very begining i stepped into his house till im back home is still fresh in my mind. his family is just so wonderful. n im one happy kid now.
i just ended my phone call w mum n told her bout upcoming saturday. asking her for permission to like keluar with nasri dearest n enjoy for every last time b4 puasa, prelims n o levels dat is. n mum said "YES"
i didnt expect her to say yes at first la. coz she was guessing a few names of my gf's b4 she ended w nasri. haha. im glad dat mum is getting much much more understanding den last time. i can bearly step out of my house wen she was still w us. but i just love her so much coz wateva she does is for my own good. n same goes to my dad :)
n yes syg. ive told my dad dat im goin out w u this saturday n he said yes too okay :)
i sooo cant wait for saturday.....seriously. i wanna go bugis n esplanade!! haha. i miss those places
now its time for me to just put my past aside. never to look back coz its never gonna get better. e past will remain as it is. never wil i dwell bout it. memories will forever b memories. n its time for me to leave coz its for our own happiness. i noe dat ure happy without me.
n now dat my happiness is right in front of my eyes. i wud never waste this opportunity to let him colour my life n shine! haha ever heard of dat b4?
ive never had sumone hu loves me like dis b4. never do i had someone hu's serious bout me n even introduced me to his parents. i never had sumone hu's so sweet n always wanting me to give him a five minutes discount to letak e telefon. five minutes drag drag drag sampai half hour one hour.someone hu can really talk to me on e phone for hours. someone hu cud miss me e moment i walk away from him. sumone hu wud think of me e moment he's awake. someone hum will b e first one to msg me evry morning n will b last evry night. haha, never had i experience all this b4.
sumone hu loves me for hu i m. sumone hu just dun care bout my past n bitchiness wen it comes to jeolousy. but i wont make a fuss if thers nothing wrong wat? correct not syg? haha. never had nas made me marah all this while. he just noes evrything about me. n he just loves me e way i m. im namirah. n forever b namirah. ill never change for sumone else. ill only change for myself n wats best for me.
thank u for all this nas. till tis very day. althou nas n namirah is not yet attached, i just feel so comfortable with him. lets wait for e right time okay syg. i love u nasri. i love u n yr family too! ive never wan tis to end. i never wan tis experience of mine to fade. to b loved by NASRI is e best damn ting! i love u so much nasri...... (:
ive tabah all this while.
tak apalah, ku tak kisah.. kerana itulah keputusanmu.
kesal memang kesal, hatu pun tercalar.
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dan kita
- tak perna sengketar..
- perjalanan tak lagi SEARAH
- dunia kita berbeza.
- harapan darimu, untukku terkubur sudah.
- ku rela kau pergi.
im moving onnnnnn.........................(:
U, LOVE.
