BEST HAIR DAY!
eventually, our plan to visit hajar dearest was CANCELLED.. atin went home late actualli. yea so, we're like visiting her tmrw :)
hmm. hajar did text me at around 10 plus just now. n i did call her lah. she sounds pretty normal actualli. im glad dat everythings fine.. i wonder. how much pain of labour did she suffered while trying to push e baby. but alhammdullilah everythings alrite now.
im glad ive got a chance to talk to her :) hajar's Junior had a nice name. but i terlupe la. haha. cant wait to snap pictures of e baby tmrw! yea! haha. mesti cute kan baby dia.. awwww..
okay.after like bbual w hajar. i begantong w afiq pulak. he's also having GIRL-RELATED-PROBLEMS, so sad kan? ): dun worry to much kay afiq..
im not feeling dat well la.. hopefully i wont loose my concerntration. thers like no news from dat sumone. im worried. i miss that person badly. i miss dat someone so soo sooo much. n i feel so useless at e same time. o gosh..
nami. b strong okay. :) im trying not to waste my tears, put on a smile wherever i go, wateva i do. but i just cant go on like tis. nvm
i noe i love taking pics. my blog bole jadi PICLOG.haha. wateva la. lagik depressed lagik amek gamba. okay. sorry if u guys dun like it. but its my blog kann?
u noe wat. i kept flashing back bout e past. my time w NOQMAN, FRIENDS, FAMILY.i wish i cud rewind e past n not to repeat wateva mistakes ive done thruout my life. haish. this is life afterall.
i miss all my friends. i miss noqman sooo much. i miss my family. lifes so complicated. ive never had a perfect n happy family. i feel so bad.
soo many ppl leaving me here n ther. b it friends or fam or huever.
is my life fated to b left by others hu'm i cherish e most? i cried myself to sleep every now n dn. im ranting out part of wats goin on.oni PART of it. thers still soo much more actuali. lots n lots. i dun wan to exagerate. so i tink. im gonna make my blog a PRIVATE one soon. im still thinking bout it. private or public blog, it doesnt matter kan? nobody cares bout me anyway? haish.yea i tink i shud do so for a few days or weeks or mayb forever..
ya allah, apela salahku kali ni. kuatkan la semangatku.
i feel so useless n i dun expect tings to turn out tis way.
U, LOVE.
