i nid my mum badly.i just wanna cry out loud to her.let her noe evry single ting dat had happen to me since she left us. ive been living in tis world for nearly 17 years. ive been always looking forward for my birthday each n evry single year. but sadly not tis yr.althou i was in e early part of e month. but as soon as birthday's approaching, i feel so sucky,moody all those stuffs. n tis is e first eva year. yup. no matter how miserable life was llast year, i still had those excitement wen birthday's coming. damn tis yr sucks alot. isit me or isit SOMETHINGELSE????u figure it out YRSELF....N IM NOT HAPPY BOUT IT DAMN IT.....