❤ u Sam

Friday, April 25, 2008 1:35 AM

tis post is juz for u shud noe hu.

i love tis song:(better in time)

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow i can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realised that i really didn’t knooOooOw
If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I’m be oooOook

Thought i couldn’t live without youIt’s going to hurt when it heals too Oh yeaah (It’ll All get better in time)
Even though i really love youI’m gonna smile because i deserve too Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind meWas it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
If i’m dreamin[ Better In Time song text brought to you by LyricsYouLove ]
Don’t want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it
If you didn’t notice
you mean everything (quickly i’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)I’m be ok

Thought i couldn’t live without youIt’s gonna hurt when it heals too Oooh yeah(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love youI’m gonna smile because i deserve too oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)

Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time i let you go so i can be freeAnd Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it isI will be fine without youYes i Wil

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals tooOooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved youI’m gonna smile cos i deserve too yes i do(It’ll all get better in time)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Going to smile cos i deserve too Ooooooh (It’ll all get better....)

to u:
todays e 3rd time ince ive listened to it at guardian.
n wen im starting to love it.

ure leaving me all alone.shedding tears just for u.cnt close my eyes for some sleep.i realise that all this while.it was me.but didnt i told u to giv me sum time.u even said dat i cud take my time.wher has those promises gone to?it was jz e day b4. not 50 yrs ago.u said u cnt take it anymore.m i being selfish here?crying for u all nite is jz making me worst.i cnt stop crying.i realli nid help here.i hav lectures tmrw n ill b werking too.sumtimes.i tink dat i dun deserve all tis.i loved u w all my heart n wud do anyting for u.even if i hav to travell in order jz to c u.u noe.all tis r jz bursting mre of my tears.i cnt help it.sometimes i feel dumb making faces n i do wan to stop it.but i cnt.my heart's telling me t stop but sumhow,e message wasnt fully sent to e brain n those faces made will lead to tings like tis.tis ________ mite not affect u.but it will affect me.,totally. y arent u givin me a lil more time like uve promised? i admit.im feeling rather sensitive tis few days.i noe dat ure bz w skl stuffs.im trying to understand u.but.sometimes.we realli shud spend a lil time together.for example.tis sat.i took e initiative to change w si ping jz to werk on e same shift w u.in e end.wat happen,u chnged to morning n left me all alone at nite.yr reason? u noe it better. n dat realli pissed me of la.i shudnt b werking on sat.but bcz of u,i chnged it.but in e end.u fooled me.shud i jz kip shut? i admit. i showed my stupid face. u tell me. when is e time we cud peacefully spend it together?without havin to rush home n all those stuffs? i realli miss those times,a couple of months ago. its different nw. totally diff. n its a drastic change dat i nid time to adapt w it. u noe wat. my ingos is like tapwater ryte now.n i hav to stop it w e tissues. im weak wen it comes to all tis stuffs.im here blogging.but im sure ure in deep sleep ryte now.im playing e song over n over again.n e chorus part is jz e best!
y mus i always get myself into trouble?i didnt even get a last hug or kiss from u.n dats e sad ting.

damn.someone stop me plz.
i cnt help it.
i wish dat sumone wud b here for me.
sumone hu cud give me a warm. tite hug jz to cheer me up.
but all i wan is his. im sure his hugs cud cure anything.anything.

nwadays.eventhou we had e chance to mit for a while.i still do miss him even if his ryte beside me.he doesnt noe it. its jz soo diff. i dunno y. n once he took a few steps home,ill b missing him like hell . i tried controlling myself.tellin not to realli follow wat my heart says.n yes i did. if he's online.ill jz keep quite n wait for him to start e conversation first. i noe dat if we kip hanging onto guys,dorang lame2 RIMAS.

love realli hurts.
but i tink for my case.im e one hurting myself. but isit totally my fault?
isit? i cnt sleep. cz i cnt stop tinking of u.