MUHAMMAD NOQMAN!
i love u! i love u! i love u!
as skl's approaching.. i would like to dedicate this to my cayang...
its been like 2years 6months, 16days since we've known each other ryte from e veri first day up to date.. we are still holding tite onto one another despite those challenges we had gone thru. yes, its true dat its not e ryte time for us to like fall in love.cz love is seriously not an easy ting to handle. but i simply love u jz e way u r. althou ther were times wen we had our ups n downs,we tried to understand one another n put all those behind. e fact is dat im too sensitive n will always b e one hu'll mess tings up between us.. (bluek). im sorry... i noe ive been apologising for more den a million times(nami nak tipu je)hehe.. syg... i noe its not easy loving me... Everything Ive put you through, i noe its not easy for u to handle.yr patience is greatly appreciated by me.. i love u more den evryting. yes i do. i hope dat tings between us will go on smoothly althou we're not in e same skl anymore. The way to love some1 is to realize that it might be lost. im jz afraid dat we'll soon go on seperate ways. hopefully NOT.loosing u is jz e same as loosing evryting..ure jz e most valueble ting in my life. so as long as ure w me, thers nothing else i need in order to complete myself.(xcept for shopping la.. hehe) i'll trust u althou its abit hard. Syg, ther r millions of guys out ther,but its oni u deep down in my heart. bear tis in mind,evry moment,evry second till e day my heart stops beating, i will always love u..
baby..dont u worry. i wont b expecting u to tink of me 24/7. jz take good care of yrself in poly. dun b noti! i mite not be in sp or wateva poly ure in, i will always spy on u...(evil laughs) no la.. i shud trust u instead kan? if oni ive studied hard laa..haha.. fulfil me one wish... i wan u to b e one celebrating my 17th Birthday tis yr... not oni tis yr,but each n evry yr of cz.. n u noe wat syg.. its alreadi 4,35am in e morning now. weird kan.. i cnt sleep. mayb if thers u by my side, i tros wont b able to sleep sey..hehehe..(nami mentel)
syg.. throughout my yrs being w u.. ther were times wherby ive betrayed u.im realli sori for being evil.. ure evil too lor.. uve neva betrayed me b4.. but u did hurt me ryte.. i guess.. all those were obstacles dat we had to go thru in order to improve ourself n mayb noe hu's e one hu is ryte for us. evry step we've made,it was based on our own decision..we,ourself have to bear e consequences.yea.. im saying all these as if i noe evryting,but seriously i dont. somehow.. a few sleepless nights had made me realise sumting..ALOT of tings in fact.. ive started to like face e facts dat our jodoh is not in our hands. no matter how much i love u, i musnt put high hopes on u cz jodoh dan pertemuan di tangan tuhan. of cz i wanna b w u for e rest of my life. n my decision is like tetap n i duno y.. but its jz too young to tink bout tis. i will serahkan ni semue pade tuhan. if we are, fated to b together lyke foreva. den alhamdullilah syukur.. but if we r not, den we shudnt regret too. Evry person u mit in life will sure have sumting dat ull neva 4get bout them. n allah brought us together, w a reason..
so syg.. i will always love u no matter wat! ive been repeating tis over n over again n i cant help it.. i simply love,love,love u!! n i noe dat u love me too!!(hehe.. nami tak tau malu..tapi btol pe) m i ryte syg? thank u for showering me with love,care,hugs n kisses.. ive neva eva love some1 as much as i love u syg... uve been my love,my best friend,my strength,my weakness,my joy,my sorrow,my laughing buddy.. overall.. ure jz my EVRYTING..
N I LOVE U!
kay.. its 5am sharp...i noe tis post is boring n panjang lebar la. i need to get some sleep.. i cnt wait to mit u on monday....n conferm skrng nga tido lenyaknye kan? luv u w my whole heart syg.. i love u... i love u...i love u..iloveu..........muuuuuaaaaacccckkkkkssssssssss!!!!
U, LOVE.
