❤ u Sam

Tuesday, February 5, 2008 11:24 PM

ive been werking for long hours lately.. im jz forcing my self to werk evry single day eventhou im not feeling dat well...
yeah...
Haish....
now dat im okay...
werking seems fine...
im dissapointed w me results... seriously...
ive been wasting my whole year of 2007...
a year, full of regrets....

i cnt make up my mind...
repeat? private o's? or ite?

most probably...
ill b taking private o's....

ive started studying all over again...
haha...
nami2....
ive uve done well... u dun have to start all over again...
too bad... u didnt study hard last year...

yeah... i admit...
i slacked alot last year...
oni wen ive gotten my results n after evryting was settled,
ALLAH opened up my lazy eyes n showed me e rite path...
e path wher i cud succeed even if im taking PRIVATE o's.

i jz dun wish to go back to skl....
not bcz im ashamed or sumting...
its jz dat, i jz dun wan anymore secondary skl's life...
ive had enuff of those 4 years in regent sec...
ive always been a failure...
failure in evryting i do...

but tis time round... i shall prove it to evryone dat a failure will soon succeed..
all these while... ive been fooling around in skl... so wats e point stepping into e place wher ive failed...
im sure i can do it althou thousands of ppl said dat PRIVATE'S useless... i dun care... im e one retaking... ill make e rite choice fer myself... i'll study hard rite at tis moment...
tank u to all whom has been supporting me all tis one...tank u fer respecting my decision...

to all regent sec o levels students whom passed... CONGRATES! n well done... im proud of u guys...

n to my syg...
IM PROUD OF U TOO...
U DID REALLI2 WELL...
but too bad tis year... ill try my veri best to beat u.. hehe... jk...
but insyaallah... dgn bersungguh2.. dgn doa-doa yg akan ku tujukan kpadamu tuhan...
izinkan ku untuk pass tis time round....