❤ u Sam

Thursday, February 7, 2008 1:24 PM

i noe I did u wrong...
n im realli sorry..
i'm mad..
u wernt in e wrong...
it was me...
i'm jz carrying too many burden on my shoulders alone...
i'm sori fer saying those things to u....
im sori if ive OFFENDED u in any ways..
i'm terrible.. i noe..
after all those tings ive gone thru,ive realised dat i cant control myself anymore nw...
evryting seems to b bothering me...
evryone seems to test my patience nwadays...
jz wats wrong w me?? y is tis happening to me? m i dat evil to deserve all tis? m i doin tis jz fer e sake of myself or wat?
sumtimes im confused....
y dun ppl around simply dont understand me althou they've known me fer soooo many stupid years...
evn my mum...
she's been e one getting to noe me from e first day i was given a chance to live in tis werld...
but...
she's e one hu's always spoiling evry single happy moments of mine...
at certain times...
she doesnt undrstands me...

isit me...
or isit these ppl around me?

i'm a COMPLETE BITCH today...
ive offended sumone hu's not wrong.. jz bcz i cant meet him...due to my parents objection...
n its like WTF sey mirah...
haha...
i was SOO dumb... dat ive spitted nonsense at him after werk..
DAMN...
hw stupid...

im sorry...
im realli sorry....

i jz cant control my emotions...
its realli hard fer me to accept dat she's gone...
she's e one and only...
n i love her...
althou its over...
evry single moment of dat day kips on coming back to me...
ive had nightmares...
n sleepless nights thinking bout hw's she ryte nw..
wher is she? will she eva forgive me...wateva sins ive done towards her...
she's some1 dat i wont forget in my life...
my one n oni...
NUR DINI NAJWA...