❤ u Sam

Friday, December 7, 2007 5:00 PM

heloo babes n hotties out ther....
haha.. jz jk...

well...
its like 1 am.. n im still not in bed yet...
mayb bcz im still not werking yett...dats y i dun feel wat others feel tak?
i wonder hw's my friends are coping w werk?
hmm.... ive wasted tis whole mth... doin stuffs dat doesnt make money at all...

im jz waiting fer e results lar...
waiting fer e interview...
my last resort was to jz get e job fer guardian...
aiya....
im not realli into these kind of jobs...
i didnt went fer e 2 INTERVIEWS at HYATT...

2 jobs were like waiting fer me...
n haha...wat was i tinking...
if i jz sit at home... doin noting... i tink ill get more SICK...
i jz have to b STRONG... put evryting aside... n im sure ill b able to ferget bout being SICK...
m i ryte syg?

haha...
well...im much more happy nw...
i feel dat... ive given mayb TOO much attention frm him...
how lucky isit to b like pampered my e one u LOVE...

i noe guys gets irritated wen we accused them in any ways...
i get irritated too...
im trying my best not to follow wat my heart says...
cz dat will jz make tings worst.. dat will jz ruin our relationship...
m i rite?

i would wan him to noe...
Dat im trying my best...
not to be e sensitive namirah...
hu'll always tink negatively abt u...
all these stuffs im doin to u..or i did to u..
its jz VERY wrong...
Its telling u dat i DUN trust u..
m i ryte?
i didnt mean to hurt u..
i didnt mean to say does stuffs dat didnt even happen..
its not dat i dun trust u...
im jz worried...
worried dat one day... u'll leave me...
leave me once again...
to cry... cry to no one...
its jz dat... i dun wan u to hurt me ani mre..
sumtimes.. i realli feel dat im over reacting...
dats bcz i care too much abt u.. i love u too much till i LOOSE control...
i dun wanna loose u...
i dun wan it to happen once again...

we've been through alot of tings together...
thick or thin...together...
u shared my joy.. n my sadness too...
nw dat weve graduated...like finally...
im afraid of loosing u once again...

listen,
i may not b e one fer u....
but ill always love u...
i noe... ther were many times wen i betrayed u...
ther were many times dat ive hurt u...
im bad.. i noe...
mayb i was blind...
im realli sori...n tanx fer forgiving me...
all tis while... i noe dat u were e one fer me...
but m i e one fer u? dun tink so...
if r fated to go on seperate ways one day,promise me dat u wont ferget me...
u noqman...
u had changed me...
seriously...
ive learned alot frm u...
im much more sensitive since i noe u..maybe u spoiled me,always givin me face...
haha...

well..
wateva it is...
wateva we had gone thru...
ive never regretted noeing u...
i love u from e bottom of my heart...
i love u more than anione else..i realli do...
pertemuan kite ni ade hikmahnye...
walau ape pun...
tak perna mia kesal pun...
i love u noqman...
n i dont care!
hehe...

im glad dat ure here fer me now...
n i hope it'll neva end...

love u syg....