❤ u Sam

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 4:27 PM

hello...

im back....
after being mute fer about a few weeks...

haishhh...
many tings had happened....

PUASE...HARI RAYE...JALAN RAYE...O-LEVELS...SAKET...SAKET HATI...
KAWAN BARU...HILANG KAWAN BARU...

banyak la sangat sampai tak terSTORY...

haish...
ive given up in evryting....
EVRYTING....

u..U... n u.....
in evryone....
especially myself....

IHATEMYSELFCZ ILOVEYOU....

lets STORY one by one....
puase was FINE...
hari raye was OKAY...
O LEVELS was... hmm alrite... but... e SICK part...urhh...gosh... maths paper 2 man.. during dat important paper.... hw cud i stupidly fall sick?
nw... i shud jz... pray fer e best...
look forward...
n not to regret fer wats over...
damn.... well.. cnt do aniting... its over....

im on medication till nw...
damn...
EVRY SINGLE DAY....
VITAMINS,N OTHER STUPID OBAT...
gosh... all those are jz making me puke....

PROM's approaching....
im still not in e mood to go......
all those preparations r jz not e same...
cz e happiness which ive been looking forwerd to after O's are jz BIG DREAMS dat will neva ever cum thru......

NAMIRAH...
ull always get carried away w those thought of yrs which will neva cum true..futhermore...
i dunno y but.. namirah is way too emotional nw...
she changed...
completely diff....
haish...
but.... thers always a reason behind these changes...
its fer me to noe fer u to find out...

i dunno whether i shud take tis matter seriously or not....
but as a teenager... tis is to hard fer me to handle...
ther are jz too many probs fer me to cope with...
im jz normal ppl like u guys out ther... n i wan to njoy life too.....

ineedthelovefromyou...
yes...u...
haish...
whymistillsoostuborn?

tings were great between us lately...
went to skl together...
nite classes together...
hme together...
buke together...
ngok wayang together smlm...
evryting TOGEHTER....
IT WAS jz like a dream come true...
HAVIN him by my side jz makes me e most happiest person in e werld...

evryting was goin on fine...
i tot dat yeah, dat could make me hapi...
n yeah of cz it did...
i mean...
he did...
haishhh....

i have no idea...
till wenn...

im tired...
i shall cntinue tmrw...
nite2...

n one more ting...
NO... I wnt go out ther... to find a better man cz i noe,,, ure e best fer me...
ive always love u since e day i noe u...
it has been 2 yrs from e first day we knew each other...
n i still do love you....