okay...many2 tings did happen a few days ago...but was too bz to get tis blog updated..well... actualli...ther are jz tooo many stuffs fer me too update till i dun even noe which one to start with...argghhh!seriously...hehe...im all stressed up w my Own PROBS...my FRIENDS prob...haha... too mani tings to handle wen i have too little time fer me to tink of those stuffs....hmm... how i wish i cud turn back time...but its jz a lil tooo late....arghh... nvm...it has been a bz week fer us...yeah.. prelims is lyke on monday...n y must they like have e maths paper 1 on e first day of our prelims!
arggh!.... nvmmm....life is always UNFAIR... ALWAYS...i jz wanna b on my own...i dun wanna create ani mre probs to myself...or to anione else...i wanna b free frm all these stuffs...its been 3 days straight...went out to LIMBANGtill late nite... study ther...but end up...study a bit...THINKING n TALKING bout probs ther...haha..how i wishh dat all this sufferings im goin thru will END with a damn GIGANTIC FULLSTOP!
haha.. okay... im nuts... its 140am in e morning ryte nw...n im still awake...doin my art prep werk fer prelims... argh!stress...studied maths nearly e whole day today...but..realised dat i had lotsa question undoable!haha... UNDOABLE? WTH IS DAT NAMI?haha...im goiin crazy over these stuffs...things dat ive been tinking of tis few days...I TINK IM GIVIN UP SOON...NOT IN MY STUDIES...BUT TO E OTHER PROBS WHICH IM HAVIN NW...i wan evri1 to noe dat ill always b ther wen u guys nid me...n tis is all i cn say to u guys out ther...to my dear fatin:do cheer up! plz lar dear.. im worried....kay...to e swit couple hum ill always love: may yr relationship last long n im happy fer u guys!to my fwends hum i usualli sit in class w: i love u guys soooo much! tanx fer e crazyness u guys!to pian:do u noe dat i have too mani probs to handle? argh! but nvm... uve neva failed to make me smile but oni fer a while.. its okay.. tank u aniway...ill still try to b happy..n tanx alot fer evryting u had done to cheer me up! :)to sufyan: haha... smile always.. everytin is over ryte nw kay.. dun tink to much! n promise me u wont do stupid stuffs! haha...N OU YA! MY PRIMARY SKL FWENDS HUM SAW US AT LIMBANG TOT DAT U WERE MY NEW BF! HAHA FUNNI2! WE WERE LIKE BZ TALKING BOUT OUR PROBS WEN PPL TINK E OTHER WAY ROUND RYTE? HAHA... SUMTIMES PPL NOWADAY LOVES TO MIS INTEPRET LAR.. HAISH.. SUSA... NVM.. SMILE ALWAYZ YA! ;) to him: only memories are left behind fer me... i cnt bear seeing u leave me DAT tyme...but i have too... n ure gone nw..n e littlest tings dat i do, reminds me of u...i noe u wudnt trust me animore.. in fact... i wont blame u.. its my fault aniway...ryte..
maybe tis is wat ppl call 'retribution' haha... maybe... jz wan u to b happy... dats all..i dun realli noe wats in tr heart ryte now...e oni ting is dat... u n me... will neva get together again ryte?its imposible... haish... sad.. baah... im bad... ther will b sum1 better hu will step in yr LIFE SOON i guess.. sum1 better den me... n i hope dat ure always happy...
well... dats all lar...
shall update e rest later...
im sleepy..i wanna go sleep.. n i hope wen i wake up tomoro...
all e pain n sufferings will b gone...
U, LOVE.
