❤ u Sam

Saturday, January 2, 2010 2:42 PM

the start of my 2010 was awesome! n who made it awesome? its none other than, my boyf lah! u wanna noe y? cz he's being sucha a suweet boi, wanting to meet me sooo much after one whole night of tonn-ing with his mates (: n ditching his Family picnic @ Changi just to teman me go makan. sweet kan? v v v suweeet indeed. thank you sooo muchh dear. at least he gotta stay at my place for 2 hours to kill time after dinner. we even had campbell soup at around 10plus. n n n he dozed off a few times during his stay at my place, kesian sygku... penat kannn..

as for today, ill be attending Raden's 2nd sis Wedding.. im invited okayyy.. i wanted to wear pink.. but i think ill look like the bride's sister instead cz that baju looked sooo grand n n n even the Deco's pink! soooo niceeee. i saw them from far lah yesterday.

aniways, im all ready, but saddam's still at lakeside. haiya, btol punye janji malay! n he belom klua his mum place lagik u noeeeee. haiya nvm lah. okay. now he's otw already good good. ill be heading to mum's place later on. KHALISHHHH! hehehe. k la people. i got to standby already. ive got lots more to say, ill continue later. insya-allah!

Friday, January 1, 2010 11:33 PM

BABY JUST BALEK....

HAD FUN WITH HIM FOR THE PAST TWO NIGHTS!

boyf stayed at my place for about 6hours at my place yesterday minus dinner at cck.

n he stayed for about 2 hours today, sleeping. pe dah! im blogging bout my first Jan..

stay tuned!

2010! 2:09 AM

hello people. even before i start on my v v last 2009 post.

just a short summary on my last few days of 2009.

ive finally handed in my ASSignment, n on tuesday, we went bowling.

saddam, zharfan n myself (: upon reaching raden n adi was there too. tidak ku sangkaaaa. hahaha. so yea, we joined them, eventually, i was sucha sore looser although i was the first to score a double strike! n i spent 25 bucks on cotton on. bought myself 2 shirts which only cost 5bucks each, a striking PINK b-r-a which is on sale n a pair of slippers. okay done.

so let me just start on my longggg post kays.

2009, a wonderful year indeed.

obviously there were ups n downs along the way but its life afterall. nothing is perfect in this world kan. okay, so lets just make this post short n simple. (yea right, later cnferm longggg punyeee)

I started of this year, with som1else n end up, breaking up with him early Feb?

A tragic incident happened to my family, My grandad Passed away, it was in Feb too.

I had lung infections. (although i DONT smoke) this was in Feb too!

Ive got the WORST HATE-TAGGERSSS EVER! who dares to call me a SLUT/WHORE n tried sooo hard to shame me, here at my blog.

ive just realised that all these UNFORTUNATE EVENTS happened on the earlier part of 2009. no matter how bitter the start of my 2009 is, ive just realised how happy i m now. yes, now.

now here comes the bright side of 2009.
one of the most memorable days in 2009 was the cousins outing on 20th march. to science centre n swensens and then shopping, together with my mak su n pak su. the 2nd cousins outing was to the ZOO, a week before my 18th! next, was my 18th!
it was a 3 days straight celebration (: those memories in mdis n stuffs.
n experiencing khalish's growth and being able to help mum is incredible.
n the most memorable day was 19th JUNE '09. including every moment spent with saddam hussein bin salim. ive got lots to tell actually. tapi mcm malas. (;

Aniways, Thank god, ive achieved much much better results compared to my Secondary School days. Diploma life isnt that bad afterall. In fact, im enjoying myself lah. Getting good results are part of my goals in life. im always a failure people, always. failure in everything, But 2009 proved me WRONG. n im really happy or can i say proud bout that?

other than achieving good results, i think ive changed alot, for the better i guess.. this one uh, i guess only lah. but i seriously feel that ive changed Quite alot. a change of emotional that is. i used to be such an emotional freak who breaks down nearly everytime shes going thru shits (not the shit berak/taik ehhh). but but but, this year, after going thru sooooooooo much, i think im a stronger nami now. really u noeee, im not kidding. i can really feel that STRONGER ME (: n im really proud of myself for being able to overcome shits without being defeated. futhermore, there wasnt much shits which occured this year. eh wait, i guess there wasnt any! (:

apart from all these. i met SADDAM (:

yes, saddam hussein bin salim. 19/05/09 was the first time we got close. n 19/06/09 was the day we got together. ill just make it short n simple. HE BROGHT HOPE TO MY LIFE.

u people dont noe how my life was, in the past. im glad that after all those past ive gone thru, im definetly a better person now. n a pat on my back, cz, although im already 'legal' u still wont see me smoking/drinking and going to clubs cz ive never even done anything like that b4 n Never will. (: ive kept my promise tauuuu n im sooo happy bout that. 2009, was indeed a memorable year.

im ready for 2010.

im ready for everything.

im graduating soon, n n n ill be starting on my career life soonnnn too.

im sooo excited. i hope w my PRIVATE cert, ill be able to grab on a good job w a good pay. well, i dont expect much actually. n once my career life starts, no more fooling around n there will be limited time for n your loved ones tau... well, i reallyyyyy hope that im able to adapt with this drastic change. n i hope saddam's able to stay strong for me (;

my mum didnt allow me to head town for fireworks today, so baby came down to my place instead. (: at around 6 gitu lah, then while waiting for dad to balek, we cam-whored. bile dad da alek, i siap2 n we headed to cck park. ordered rojak, nasik goreng kampong and LALA. hehehe. sedap tapi kan service dia mcm ________. k tak nak elaborate. menyakitkan hati. after our late dinner, head back home n countdowned together gether. n till now, saddam's beside me (: sebok je. g lah balek!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

@ MY PLACE

@ CCK PARK

NASIK GORENG KAMPONG SEAFOOD SAMBAL (:

ROJAK BUAHHH

LALA

ok dahhh.

ni budak.
maseh kat sini lagik.
dah nak 2AM tau. dia masehh menyebok lagik pat sblah orang. n he's not going home tonight. his mami leave him alone. poor thing kann. alalalalalala bucuk bucuk..

u noe i love u soo much kan. make sure, if i da start working, u dont notty2 behind my back uh. so far sooo good, uve always been faithful to me. even behind me kan kan kan? syurkurlahh. keep up the good job kay saddam. 2010's here. make sure u study hard for higer nitec, n make it to 2ND YEAR POLY teros okay. dont play around huuuuuuh. promise me that ull study hard kay.

ill always love u with all my heart, i promise dear (:

thx for this wonderful night. ure going home soon n im gonna miss u sooooooooo much sayang. first time u noe, a guy stays at my place till lateeeeee night. im kinda sleepy already jugak ni. hehe. so people. happy new year. god bless u all. gd night people. gd night sayang. i love u soooo much baby. 2010, a fresh new start for both of us.

N LAST LAST.
i wanna thank those people who had made my 2009 a sweet/bitter/fun/memorable/irritating one. (:

i love my family, my one and only babyg in mdis, yasmin, my wonderful friends,
n my one and only sayang (:

Thursday, December 31, 2009 11:57 PM

SINCE MY BOYF IS WITH ME SINCE 6PM, I GUESS IL HAVE TO DELAY MY END OF YEAR POST. STAY TUNED. IM STILL BLOGGINGGG.. ((((:

1:00 PM

nami's blogging right now..

n its gonna be a very very longgggggggggggggggg, last 2009 post.

stay tuned....

sweet sweet sayanggg... Sunday, December 27, 2009 6:54 PM

I PERSONALLY BELIEVE THAT....

some people seriously thinks HIGHLY of themselves.

n MY defination of 'people who thinks highly of themselves' is kan, they tend to talk about others, as if they are like soooooo damn greattt but in reality, nobody's perfect (:

actually kan, i blogged alot, cume taknak panjang2 cite tau, so i deleted them lah. story about myself lagik best! hehe.. n lucky me, my loved/closed ones doesnt have this kind of F*cked-up attitude.

aniwaysss. smlm dear boyf teman me go tampines meet yasmin n boy for our assignmentsss. swee tright my boyf, he's from lake-side fetched me from mums place n then teman me go woodlands without complian. we took bus from mum's place to woodlands then 168-ed to tamp. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee long bus rides cz it feels mcm pegi holiday gitu, k nami, nonsense.

While waiting for boi n myn, baby n i KFC-ed. he treated me to the black-pepper ayam plus xtra cheese fries. double the yummmmmmmm! hehe. n i hate weekends cz the food really makes me FAT. aniways, baby's already fatter than me now, so i dont really mind actually (: HAHAHAHAHA! we then headed to the library n then we went off at around 9? 168-ed back to woodlands n took bus to mum's place. baby n i took alott of pictures u noee. but b4 i post them, i just took this pic of baby khalish a few hours ago.

nahhh, cute kan. got sumore. later i posttt.

THIS WAS AT TAMPS KFC.

LIBRARY...

well, im actually not in a good mood cz, nobody cares about assignmentsss wen im in need of help. im soooo blooodyyy sad rite now. accounts will be due-d this wednesday IF IM NOT WRONG. n im nearly done with part b, but i dont even noe how to start on my PART A. alamak, y m i soooooooooo bloooooody hardworking this time round? K SELF-PROCLAIMMMMMMMM. boooooooooooooo nami boooooooooooooooooo!!

aniways.. u shud noe me right. nothing will ever bring me down lah. look at the bright side nami, Singapore Idols finale is TONIGHTTT man. not tonight lah dey. its in a few hours time lah. n n n BABY WILL BE COMING DOWN TO MY PLACE N WE ARE WATCHING IDOL T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R!!! its the finalsssssssss baby. FINALSSSSS. to me kan, both sylvia n sezairi's already my idol. let the best man/woman winssss (: !

i cant waitttt sehhh. i canttt wait for the finalllssss. im getting myself ready nowww. n ill be meeting saddam at around 7plus? then straight to my place for IDOL! hehehe. hmm. kla. i wanna eat then im going off soon. bye people. i loveeeeeeeeeeee you soo much boyf. wo ai ni soo sooo muchhhhhhhh. muuuuaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh! c u laterrrr in a few minutes timeeeee! sayang u baby!!!!!

2:37 AM

STATUS PAT MSN LETAK "UPDATING - miasteenageyrs.blogspot.com" tapi kan, i like malas like that.. laterr petang i update can? coli!

S.E.N.T.O.S.A Friday, December 25, 2009 4:03 AM

long long, post ahead.
:)

FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY....

i jejak sentosa after exactly ONE YEAR u noeeee!

yes people, believe it or not, the last time i went Sentosa wasm on the 24/12/08 dgn fatinsyg, afiq, yan n syafiq! hehehe. n tak sangke kan, the weather was fine today.. im sooooo soooooo happy lah! took a total off 100plus pictures bt no worries im not gonna post all of it here kay? haha. so, pictures will do the talking ya??

PICTURESSS.

24/12/09
SENTOSA, PALAWAN BEACH.

Ni semue kite kat Outram tengah tunggu train nak pegi Habourfront
;)))))))

Dalam bus (:

permandangan upon arrival.
hehe.

sukee sukeeee?

feeling feeling model lah konon. tak menjadi lah pulakkk.
rambot bersepaiiii! angin lah oiii....

mee goreng pat kedai kopi.

n sausage, nuggets n drinks from home (:

kiyuutt!

i likeeeee..............

lawa nyeee mr sun.

k muke excited. actually ni self timer lah,

tapi time nak letak tu camera kan, dia asyik drop je. so sampai 10seconds pun muke maseh lom ready, camera masih nga adjusting.

❤

i took this tau.

kononnye BAYWATCH uh tu si saddam pat situuu.

kekekkee.

niceeeeee.

NI GAMBAss LEPAS DA MANDI LAUT :

❤❤❤

*hugsssssssssssss*

SADDAM FATTY!

hehehe.

NI KONONNYE LAH NAK FEELING2.

tapi tengah malu tu actually. hehehehe :

sumpah ni lom ready.

Saddam uh kurang asam, tak ckp 1,2,3 aleh maen snap je.

GASAK UHHHH!

NO WONDER HIS FRIENDS CALL HIM CB.
CB=CURLY BASTARD.

ni pun sumpah lom ready.

tapi muke glamour ke tak glamour, kite letak je lah.

tak cerewet........... :P

ni da nak alekkk

so i woke up bloody late today.

baby called me banyak kali tau. then i told him je yg i nak wake up.

padehal tido balek. kekekeke. ngantok oi. hari2 i tak enough sleep seh.

woke up, got myself ready, goreng hotdog, nugget, then baby fetch me from my place, n off to sentosa. sampai habourfront, buy mee goreng, wait for shuttle then kite makan, amek pictures, mandi laut jap, amek pictures, maen pasir, amek pictures again, pack up, wash up, then pegi lot 1, baby bought for me bubble tea n cheese burger + DORITOS! ty sayang. muahhhh!

btw, smlm kan, i lepak w afiq, fatin, yanie, syafiq, yan, n adi.

yan n adi came lambat skit. we were talking bout those secondary skl memories lah, bout booking a chalet to a pit to having a picnic lah. afiq n syafiq are forever talking about girlssss. haiya. U BOTH UH, ARE LIKE INFLUENCING MY BF U NOE. notti sia dorang. haiyaaaa. n boyf uhhhh, U UHHH, DONT TALK BOUT OTHER GIRLS BEHIND ME KAY... u buat gitu, no fathers day for u!! i miss them already. they're like planning to countdown same2. n ive just received a text msg from my primary skl mate that their having a gathering on the 31 n ajak countdown skali. haiyaaaa. idk lah. sheeshhhhhhhhh...

apart from all these, IVE STILL GOT 4 ASSIGNMENTS UNDONE!

damn! n one of e dateline's next weeeeekkkkkk. im D.E.A.D. seriously. but ive started a bit on it lah. so still got hope. hehe. its gonna be '10 soon. which means, ill be graduating soon lah kan. 18th jan will b my last day of skl sehhh. n ill be having exams a week after my study break. (: well, hopefully, i cud complete all my assignments by next sunday.

oh please allah, dont make me fall sick during this period. im gonna give all ive got for this v v last term. im glad that ive achieved beyond my expectations for last term's papers. n as for this term, im gonna do my v v best n make my family proud :) private dip isnt that easy u noe. althou its private, they are'nt giving us an easy life. imagine people, assignments b4 exams plus 5 ESSAYS in 3 hours time. oh gosh. tell me about it.

haiya, nami, y talk bout all thissss? cumon lah, nami's not those emo2/sad2/ person anymore right. n nothing will bring her down kan. haha. sebab ape tau, if im down ke hape lah kan, mesti ade je bende yang will cheer me up punye, FOR EXAMPLE

this:

my grandma bought this for me.

its from BEIJING btw.

yes it is coach, but im not really sure whether its ori or not.

well, who cares, its the thoughts that counts! aniways im one cheap-skate girl who's wardrobe is full of 10bucks clothes. hehe. serious2. but not all. tapi most of them yeeee. i dont care about brands n watsoever shits. those branded stuffs i use pon orang yg kasi. haha.

alah, da 3.20 seh. n my boyf is still at changi with his family. sad thing i cant follow him lah, cz u noe lah, my mother. haiya. she uh, sometimes uh, really test my patience tau. cz uh, i find it abit unfair for her to control me even at this age. n not only control, my mother kan, at one point of time right, she'll allow me to do smthing tapi, dalam sekelip mate, she'll say NO. but what to do, she's my mother, n no matter wat happens, ill respect her, for good, if she says NO, it means NO. i can choose to be REBELIOUS, but i WONT. coz, i noe that, syurga di bawa tapak kaki ibu n every parents wants the best for their kids. eventhou i find it unfair sumtimes, nami tetap sabarr. hehe. baek kan? hahahaha. banyak kau nye baek namiii.

k dah, i wanna bobok. gonna start on my assingments tmrw.

i guess i wont be blogging tmrw. i guess only lah since post ni mcm da grandma story je.

To, SADDAM BABY.

boyf, take gd care of yrself kay.
im sue ure gonna wake up late nnti.

i had sooooooooooooooooo much fun w u at sentosa semalam(since nari da 25th). n we seriously laughed alot kan?? i love all the pictures we took n i love u more than anything else. im glad that we're still standing strong till this very day. ure awesome, n im not lying. i love u with all my heart. n i promise, if we're really fated to b together, we will hunney.

even if im starting on my career life soon next year, if god's willing, ull still be the one in my heart. promises may b broken, but i hope, we'll be strong for each other. you noe i cant leave a day without you, n i want u to be the last man im gonna be with till the end of time. saddam, nami loves you sooo much tau. i cant wait to be yours, forever.

omg, i cant believe i typed all these on my own seh.

hehe. suweettt tak sayang? ckp je sweeetttt.

next time we go sentosa w yasmin n boii lak kay. since they cant make it today. I LOVE U SADDAM. i cintakan u so so much sayang.thx for everything. every moment spent w u, will always stay fresh in my mind n kept safe in my heart. alalala, nami soooo jiwang today kan. hehe, k gd night people.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to my kawans who's celebrating!

(btw, ive just added 2 new songs. teeth n dance in the dark, lady gaga, awesome abes)

1:26 AM

SENTOSA WAS A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!!!!!

jap eh, gambar tengah upload nih. punyelah lembab.

haiya.............

lepak? Wednesday, December 23, 2009 6:00 PM

initial plan was to lepak with boyf.

tapi kan, i also want to lepak with my friends, so we lepak together2 lah kay.

im gonna lepak w b, afiq, yan, atin n yanieeeeee!

okay, nak siap. ill b back w picturesssss!
n n n SENTOSA besok! if the weather can click w us lah.

n ill reply all tags soon kays?

TO NANA: MY EMAIL SAME LIKE MY MSN DEAR.

email kental saye, ct-irah_27@hotmail.com
make sure u invite me tau..

PICTURESSSSSSS Tuesday, December 22, 2009 12:56 AM

Here I am sitting down, reading quotes again,

With only one person on my mind the whole time..

as promised. im gonna post all those pictures today.
so here i am. with most of the pictures. n my tagboard nampak mcm kecoh balek je, hee..dunia dunia. eh nak ckp smthing boleh? hah. k tak jadik uh, tak kuase actually.

my weekends, great. sebab ape tu, dapat jumpe mama n khalish. n i tell u uh, that baby khalish uh sooooooooooo handsome u noe. later i post his pictures eh, N N N, i love his KENING. soo nice lah yeee. i wishh i cud have his kening man. n n n, his smile is sooo cute. i likeeeeee. ape lagik eh nak ckp. oh, baby n i pegi town, then marina, makan kfc, esplanade, boat quay n clarke quay. mcm da lamer tak jalan2 with him. the last time we went was end of october gitu.

k lah ni gamba khalish n zharf:

20/12/09
“You are what I never knew, Ive always wanted”

ni pakai hp.

mother nye cam:

KONONNYE MODEL AH TU.

❤

sukeeeeeee skali.

i had fun w u ❤, well, obviously lah, its w u seh :) thx for everything.. i enjoyed cam-whoring w u. tapi u lagi semangat lah kan. mentang2 rambot u cantek. ish... i oso suke yr hair tau, so niceeee. i likeee. hehe. aniways, IM OTP WITH SADDAM NOW. n he's immitating someone seh. mcm cute kan gitu. haiyaaa. i love u lah syg.

oh btw kan, boyf ajak me go sentosa this thursday,

since im not schooling. yeke tak skl? shud be lah ye.

alah, i cannot multi-task seh saddam. i dunno wat else to say lah.

slmt malam people.

i love u hunney, sentosa on thursday kay, if the weather's fine lah.

see u baby. muaaahhhh! i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee u! u very fierce eh at my tagboard!!!

kekeke. muaaahh!